Like, I don’t really know how to explain it, but when I’m around small children like babies usually who don’t know how to formulate words properly enough to specifically point me out that I did something wrong, I like to inflict emotional pain onto them, not through physical stuff like beating or whatever, but like turning off the TV if they’re watching it or taking away toys etc or scaring them lol idk. I really hate it but it’s inherent. I guess like I do it naturally because it fills my soul, like a sort of emotional reimbursement for all the times I’ve been bullied/cruel things done to me as a young nigga. I haven’t been around babies in a while but I remember I would also do this. Damn.
