Just a few hours ago I noticed that someone had left and walked away from some tables leaving their wallet on the ground as it must've fallen from his back pocket, I opened it and saw some cards from various services such as Visa, door dash etc, but that doesn't matter because that can all be canceled and tracked. I turned my attention to the 150 - 200 or so dollars in cash which was sitting nicely inside the twofold wallet the green bills sitting there almost speaking to me, but then I looked into one of the little folds on the side and pulled out an ID, I recognized him as guys in my class, as I made the revelation I then made it my new mission to deliver it to him, of course I could've just handed it off to the office and let them give it to him but no, I wanted the personal gratification. Nietzsche was right when saying morals have aesthetic criteria. He's a good fellow, one of the few people there i can say is "smart" so I concluded it's not fair for such an event to befall him. This is a useless tidbit but I'll include it anyways, I was knocking on the door and the fat foid cunt of a teacher wouldn't let me in, and I was having what felt like a 5 minute altercation though the door with another stupid drone bitch who refused to open the door. The reason? I wasn't in there that hour so I shouldn't be let it as I would "disturb" the class, as if anyone gives two fucks about that class, everyone simply wants to go home. One of the administrators who have keys to every room was perched in the hallway so I signaled him over and had him open it for me, to their dismay, and I finally was able to enter the class and call the man over to which I was then finally allowed to receive my firm handshake and a prompt "thank you" so that I may receive my dopamine.
Now the point of this post was to illustrate the process that just happened, If I would've simply taken the money I would me much financially better off with that money I could've used it to buy some more snca for my library, If I were more dark triad and thinking truly like a hebrew I would've pocketed it instantly and sold the cards on the black market without a second thought, I attribute this to 1. The fact that I think he's a cool guy and one of the few who actually acts like a sentient human being and will most likely be successful after high school so I found it immensely selfish to dampen one of my fellows success and 2. My Christian beliefs which obviously stop you from stealing as even though it would've clearly been to my benefit, I don't really feel like dying and going to hell because of such a thing. But then there's the repentance loophole, do something bad? just repent later bro. Though I'm sure God would know if you're truly trying or not right? (this is also why women love Christianity) it's like a car wash for their soul and makes them "feel better" oh! you woman hater you cannot bring up my past! I was born again o algo" and then the other one which is more personal really is that in Orthodox Christianity there is a state between death and the afterlife which is pretty much a waiting room
"When you die, your soul separates from your body and stands before Christ in what we call the particular judgment. This isn’t the end of the story. It’s more like intermission.
The particular judgment happens immediately after death. You meet Christ. Your life is laid bare before Him, not in some courtroom drama, but in the light of His presence. St. Isaac the Syrian says that the fire of hell and the light of heaven are the same thing: God’s love. How you’ve learned to receive that love during your life determines whether you experience it as torment or joy.
But here’s what’s different from what most Baptists around Beaumont believe: this isn’t your final state. Your soul enters what we call the intermediate state, a real and conscious experience that’s like a foretaste of your ultimate destiny. You’re aware. You’re experiencing either comfort in God’s presence or the sorrow of separation from Him. But you’re waiting. Waiting for the Second Coming, for the resurrection of your body, for the final judgment when everything will be made complete and public."
stmichaeltx.org
And the important part is that prayers received (personal or for everyone) help you somehow, perhaps it chips off some of the sin on your soul? I did not do that much reading, but from the sound of it hell sounds hard to get into actually. Getting back on what I was saying, I've heard some people talk about online on the idea, though conspiratorial that Christianity was a psyop created to weaken people, make them refuse selfish acts, forgiving etc etc since a population of tigers and wolves (Machiavellians) would be much harder to tame. I've entertained this theory before but I've never actually looked into it. I don't regret my action at all. but I just thought this was an interesting topic.
Morality is neither rational nor absolute nor natural. World has known many moral systems, each of which advances claims universality; all moral systems are therefore particular, serving a specific purpose for their propagators or creators, and enforcing a certain regime that disciplines human beings for social life by narrowing our perspectives and limiting our horizons.
- Friedrich Nietzsche
Now the point of this post was to illustrate the process that just happened, If I would've simply taken the money I would me much financially better off with that money I could've used it to buy some more snca for my library, If I were more dark triad and thinking truly like a hebrew I would've pocketed it instantly and sold the cards on the black market without a second thought, I attribute this to 1. The fact that I think he's a cool guy and one of the few who actually acts like a sentient human being and will most likely be successful after high school so I found it immensely selfish to dampen one of my fellows success and 2. My Christian beliefs which obviously stop you from stealing as even though it would've clearly been to my benefit, I don't really feel like dying and going to hell because of such a thing. But then there's the repentance loophole, do something bad? just repent later bro. Though I'm sure God would know if you're truly trying or not right? (this is also why women love Christianity) it's like a car wash for their soul and makes them "feel better" oh! you woman hater you cannot bring up my past! I was born again o algo" and then the other one which is more personal really is that in Orthodox Christianity there is a state between death and the afterlife which is pretty much a waiting room
"When you die, your soul separates from your body and stands before Christ in what we call the particular judgment. This isn’t the end of the story. It’s more like intermission.
The particular judgment happens immediately after death. You meet Christ. Your life is laid bare before Him, not in some courtroom drama, but in the light of His presence. St. Isaac the Syrian says that the fire of hell and the light of heaven are the same thing: God’s love. How you’ve learned to receive that love during your life determines whether you experience it as torment or joy.
But here’s what’s different from what most Baptists around Beaumont believe: this isn’t your final state. Your soul enters what we call the intermediate state, a real and conscious experience that’s like a foretaste of your ultimate destiny. You’re aware. You’re experiencing either comfort in God’s presence or the sorrow of separation from Him. But you’re waiting. Waiting for the Second Coming, for the resurrection of your body, for the final judgment when everything will be made complete and public."
What do Orthodox Christians believe happens after death? - St. Michael Antiochian Orthodox Christian Church
When you die, your soul separates from your body and stands before Christ in what we call the particular judgment. This isn't the end of the story. It's more
stmichaeltx.org
And the important part is that prayers received (personal or for everyone) help you somehow, perhaps it chips off some of the sin on your soul? I did not do that much reading, but from the sound of it hell sounds hard to get into actually. Getting back on what I was saying, I've heard some people talk about online on the idea, though conspiratorial that Christianity was a psyop created to weaken people, make them refuse selfish acts, forgiving etc etc since a population of tigers and wolves (Machiavellians) would be much harder to tame. I've entertained this theory before but I've never actually looked into it. I don't regret my action at all. but I just thought this was an interesting topic.
Morality is neither rational nor absolute nor natural. World has known many moral systems, each of which advances claims universality; all moral systems are therefore particular, serving a specific purpose for their propagators or creators, and enforcing a certain regime that disciplines human beings for social life by narrowing our perspectives and limiting our horizons.
- Friedrich Nietzsche
