ordinaryotaku
Rotting collegecel. Women hate me for existing.
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I'm 21 years old, and I feel like I'm starting to have memory loss.
I just noticed it when I try to think about what I did during the week, there will be some times where I literally don't have a clue what I did a week ago or whatever.
The weirdest thing is that I do remember a LOT of my very early childhood, and many, many events revolving around it, but when it comes to current shit, I honestly can't remember. I feel like part of it is that my daily schedule is extremely monotonous and repetitive, with any kind of change only happening when I have my car on me and I can go places outside of my campus (which is rarely, except on Fridays and the weekends).
But honestly, if you asked me what I did during a certain day back in high school, I wouldn't remember, because all I did was go to school, go home, play video games, lift, then play more video games. I feel like incelibacy has literally rotted my brain, and this kind of stuff wouldn't happen if I was sexually and romantically desirable and had a girlfriend.
I just noticed it when I try to think about what I did during the week, there will be some times where I literally don't have a clue what I did a week ago or whatever.
The weirdest thing is that I do remember a LOT of my very early childhood, and many, many events revolving around it, but when it comes to current shit, I honestly can't remember. I feel like part of it is that my daily schedule is extremely monotonous and repetitive, with any kind of change only happening when I have my car on me and I can go places outside of my campus (which is rarely, except on Fridays and the weekends).
But honestly, if you asked me what I did during a certain day back in high school, I wouldn't remember, because all I did was go to school, go home, play video games, lift, then play more video games. I feel like incelibacy has literally rotted my brain, and this kind of stuff wouldn't happen if I was sexually and romantically desirable and had a girlfriend.
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