I have no motivation to take care of myself anymore. When I was young I was always worried about picking the right colors for my clothes, keeping my beard shaved and showermaxing. I was always buying colognes too. Nowadays, I don't even bother anymore. I haven't had a hair cut in months, and have not shaved in weeks. I don't iron my clothes anymore either. I have lost all drive since coming to the realization that my face was the problem all along. There were clues before, like being called ugly by a slut back in 7th grade. I don't even go out to entertain myself. I just can't be bothered.
