Serious Is anyone here a bigger pussy than me?

[Curious0]

I developed a crush on a girl at the start of 10th grade.
Back then I caught her gossip talking about me, about my ugliness.
That however didn't stop my brain from idealizing her. Her beauty made me fall for her despite me being aware of my stance in the dating market.
Now it's 12th grade and I admittedly still have a crush on her but I am actively trying to abolish it. I try to not see her anymore.
I only have two more weeks of school until I'm done. Until I'll never see her again.

On the one hand I'm happy since my crush on her will most likely go away once I don't see her again and once I know she's got married.
On the other hand I wonder if I will later regret being such a pussy for never approaching her and asking her out. I probably will.

For 3 years I didn't have the balls.
That's pathetic.
But also smart since I wouldn't have a chance anyways.

 

[happiless]

Why do you have a crush on a cunt who gossiped about you being ugly?

 

[Smallondick]

Why do you have a crush on a cunt who gossiped about you being ugly?

 

[Curious0]

Why do you have a crush on a cunt who gossiped about you being ugly?

Probably because I thought NAWALT since she's a virgin and has conservative parents.
I rationally can say that all women are by default hypergamous hoes, but whenever I see her my brain goes into cuck mode like "wow she's so perfect".
I kinda hate myself for that tbh.
By the way she was always unusually nice to me. So that caused false hopes from my side. I figured she's extremely nice to everybody so it doesn't mean anything but my crush didnt go away.

 

[Deleted member 16455]

I have never asked a foid out or really talked to one so yeah

 

[Insomniac]

I don’t understand how you can still like her, I would be fantasising about her dying in gruesome ways if I were you.

 

[Grizzly_fam]

Probably because I thought NAWALT since she's a virgin and has conservative parents.
I rationally can say that all women are by default hypergamous hoes, but whenever I see her my brain goes into cuck mode like "wow she's so perfect".
I kinda hate myself for that tbh.
By the way she was always unusually nice to me. So that caused false hopes from my side. I figured she's extremely nice to everybody so it doesn't mean anything but my crush didnt go away.

VIRGIN
CONSERVATIVE
NAWALT
NICE TO ME.

there are your problems. You clearly fell into her trap.

 

[WageyInACagey]

Probably because I thought NAWALT since she's a virgin and has conservative parents.
I rationally can say that all women are by default hypergamous hoes, but whenever I see her my brain goes into cuck mode like "wow she's so perfect".
I kinda hate myself for that tbh.
By the way she was always unusually nice to me. So that caused false hopes from my side. I figured she's extremely nice to everybody so it doesn't mean anything but my crush didnt go away.

This is a mental illness.

 

[Curious0]

I don’t understand how you can still like her, I would be fantasising about her dying in gruesome ways if I were you.

She never mocked or bullied me, she was actually very nice to me. Nice like no other person has been to me tbh.

The gossip talking was at the start of 10th grade. We were only 2 boys in the class and a girl said "there are only 2 boys" and she said "yeah... And what kind of boys...".

Maybe she started to like me more as she had to see me everyday. There's an exposure attraction law but I doubt that she ever saw me in the way I do see her.
She treats me like a gay dude. But I obviously like her for being nice to me.

 

[happiless]

since she's a virgin

 

[Blacktarpill]

I jsed to have 2 oneitis' at once.

 

[copetillirope]

sub10 cocks.

 

[RollD20]

Ah oneitis syndrome is fun, you make up all kind of excuses, just to imagine yourself with your crush. She can do no wrong, you still have a chance, she has an eye out for you.

In the end though its still cucked.

 

[Curious0]

Ah oneitis syndrome is fun, you make up all kind of excuses, just to imagine yourself with your crush. She can do no wrong, you still have a chance, she has an eye out for you.

In the end though its still cucked.

Yes, it's extremely cucked. Especially in my case. She's a Muslim and I'm an atheist. There's literally no chance of us ever being together even if I was good enough for her (which I'm obviously not).
The fact that she probably thinks I'm gay or something (why would she, a Muslim, talk to me if she saw me as a sexual straight guy?) is also brutal.

 

[johnnyb]

so you've spent years fantasizing about a bitch whom you've never made your existance known to, and then will proceed to autist out by asking her out and getting all devastated like your world just ended that she doesn't say yes to a weird autist loser incel whom she's never even talked to or cares about. why dont you start off by not trying to fuck with bitches who you don't have any chance with like a faggoty bluepilled crybaby. fuck that stupid thot. go up to her and ask her if she wants to fuck. when she gets disgusted and goes into an outrage, say sorry I just want to fuck your pussy with this ugly small cock bitch. just do that bro.

 

[Curious0]

so you've spent years fantasizing about a bitch whom you've never made your existance known to, and then will proceed to autist out by asking her out and getting all devastated like your world just ended that she doesn't say yes to a weird autist loser incel whom she's never even talked to or cares about. why dont you start off by not trying to fuck with bitches who you don't have any chance with like a faggoty bluepilled crybaby. fuck that stupid thot. go up to her and ask her if she wants to fuck. when she gets disgusted and goes into an outrage, say sorry I just want to fuck your pussy with this ugly small cock bitch. just do that bro.

That she isn't even aware of my existence is kinda exaggerated. I mean she talked about me, even if it was in a bad way, she still thought about me.
Nevertheless, great idea dude. I'll do that. It will probably be funny.

 

[happiless]

Yes, it's extremely cucked. Especially in my case. She's a Muslim and I'm an atheist. There's literally no chance of us ever being together even if I was good enough for her (which I'm obviously not).
The fact that she probably thinks I'm gay or something (why would she, a Muslim, talk to me if she saw me as a sexual straight guy?) is also brutal.

Oh it's a muslim foid, then it might actually be a virgin unless she gave Mohammed Allahcock or Chad a blowjob and/or let them assfuck her. Maybe she'll let you do the same if you praise Allah enough.

 

[Curious0]

Oh it's a muslim foid, then it might actually be a virgin unless she gave Mohammed Allahcock or Chad a blowjob and/or let them assfuck her. Maybe she'll let you do the same if you praise Allah enough.

Most likely virgin unless she's been fucked by her cousin or uncle. She wasn't even allowed to go on class trips. That's why I'm idealizing her so much. Idk if I could develop a crush on a girl I know is not a virgin. I'm not THAT cucked yet.

 

[ihaveno1]

I caught her gossip talking about me, about my ugliness

ragefuel, u need to splash her with a burning vanilla latte on the last day of school tbh

 

[OmniVoid]

Brutal

 

[Deleted member 1039]

You're subhuman. She dosent want you. She made fun of your ugliness yet you still drool over her, wtf? Swallow the blackpill, give up on woman, and stop being a faggot.

 

[NEETAndTidy]

Over for oneitiscels.

Bro just forget her. Itll save you alot of pain later

 

[GameDevCel]

gosh bro, you are bigger pussy tha n me

 

[Heroic Crusader]

Bruh... if you are not chad, dont even bother apporaching her. I have been in a similar situation. Approached my cursh, only to realize she has a chad boyfriend and her look of disgust as soon as she finds out you ve had a crush on her.... but its still nice to get it off your chest, had i not done it, I would fantasize about being her boyfriend to this day.

 

[Michael15651]

I have never asked a foid out or really talked to one so yeah

 

[Shower_Taker]

It was smart not to try - you don’t need a weatherman to know which way the wind blows.

Besides, I really don’t understand how people think rejection is better than wondering ‘what if?’, because at least you can cope with the idea that she could’ve said yes retrospectively (pffft), whereas if you’re rejected, that’s it - you’ve been denied your basic biological needs forever with one simple no. It’s not worth it.

 

[Curious0]

You're subhuman. She dosent want you. She made fun of your ugliness yet you still drool over her, wtf? Swallow the blackpill, give up on woman, and stop being a faggot.

Yeah I'm really trying. If I could, I'd choose not to see her ever again but since we have some classes together I have to see her unfortunately. Having a oneitis makes me feel like a beta faggot.
Not having the balls to even approach however makes me feel like a pathetic bastard Gaylord.

 

[Deleted member 1060]

The monologue of a closet cuck.