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Fuck, fuck , fuck I can't stand this shit. I don't know how some of guys make it to 30+ as incels. I've had enough. Each day is worse. My mental state has worsened a lot in the last few days. Today I vomited just thinking about my life and how terrible it is. I switch between angry and sad and hopeless about 10 times a minute. I feel like I don't give a shit about anything yet i'm a high inhib anxious fuck.
At least college helped me keep my mind off a lot of the bad things but now i'm off for a month and it's all coming back to haunt me. This was supposed to be a relaxing time but it's just making me focus on my failures 24/7 and as a result i'm constantly exhausted.
Seriously, how do you cope? How do you just sit and rot 24/7 without friends, girlfriends, anything to look forward to? I'm going fucking insane here. It's honestly surprising there's so few ERs.
I'm trying Tinder in exactly a week from today and if that doesn't work i'm roping. Looking into it now because it won't. I'm doomed to be a subhuman as long as i'm alive. If you're punished for what you did in your past life then I must've committed at least a dozen genocides.
At least college helped me keep my mind off a lot of the bad things but now i'm off for a month and it's all coming back to haunt me. This was supposed to be a relaxing time but it's just making me focus on my failures 24/7 and as a result i'm constantly exhausted.
Seriously, how do you cope? How do you just sit and rot 24/7 without friends, girlfriends, anything to look forward to? I'm going fucking insane here. It's honestly surprising there's so few ERs.
I'm trying Tinder in exactly a week from today and if that doesn't work i'm roping. Looking into it now because it won't. I'm doomed to be a subhuman as long as i'm alive. If you're punished for what you did in your past life then I must've committed at least a dozen genocides.
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