Serious Is an insane obsession with immortality an aspie trait? Mine doesn't come from the Blackpill.

[Zyros]

My obsession with immortality comes since as a kid I first learnt about aging and death. As a kid, when I still believed a bit in Christianity, I was told the Adam and Eve story and how their actions made us, a former immortal species, subject to aging and death as a trial. And I, even having the prospect of eternal afterlife, openly said that I hated their guts, I hated Adam and Eve for making me age and die instead of living eternally. Even with the promise of eternal afterlife (I believed by them) I still had my raging desire for terrenal immortality. I knew many people who did agree in that "it would be cool to live forever" but never met anyone with my level of obsession with aging and death not hitting me. And it comes more from a desire for my life to be a continous eternal story ALWAYS with an infinite future than fear of death (which I of course have tho).

My whole life had this burning desire as a background. I could say its about the survival instinct, but survival instinct sees passing on genes as an option for pseudo immortality, and I have ZERO paternal isntinct or desire to pass on genes. Even if I was guaranteed to not have to care about or raise any childre, I would still NOT want to reproduce or pass on genes, and this mindset was also always with me.

Also this obsession didnt come with the blackpill. Never even when I was a bluepilled cunt and still didnt saw Nature's evil, I still always wanted to live forever. Even at my worst incel times in which I considered doing killing sprees, I still wanted to live forever. Even at my worst depressed times, I never lost that will to be eternal.



Well, after writing and reading again this shit, I guess its not very NT. It may be a bit aspie as a mindset.

 

[KilluminoidBR]

Just search for a vampire crew and ask to join them.

Or they will kill you draining your blood or they will accept you and you will become immortal since you dont go out at the day time ;D

 

[Crustaciouse]

Yeah I hate the though of one day everything just going dark, being unable to think, move, or anything
I wonder what im gonna do for the rest of eternity.
The only existence I know is this one, and once its all over then what? Its just nothingness forever.
God damn that sounds scary as fuck.

 

[Insomniac]

Can’t think of much things worse than living on this shithole planet forever tbh

 

[Ryo_Hazuki]

For what it's worth, a lot of kings and emperors were obsessed with immortality. Some actively sought out things like the "fountain of youth" and "elixir of life" somehow being convinced they exist. Others did some downright bizarre things thinking it would make them immortal. Qin shi huang (China's first emperor) consumed mercury thinking it would make him immortal.

I suppose when you're at the very top and there's nowhere further to go, you just want to maintain what you have as long as you can. For incels though, eternal youth is a common fantasy not only because they are hyperaware of the age pill, but because they want to live long enough to experience singularity tier copes like fully immersive vr, sentient AI, mind uploading etc. as it's our best chance at happiness.

 

[FuckingDed]

I always was scared about prospect of immortality. The fact of being trapped in existence.. forever - I prefer nonexistence anytime. There is no suffering, no bullshit, no ugliness, no fakeness, none of this wretched and hellish existence. Sounds like the place to go

 

[ItsAllOverButTheCry]

Be an immortalcel? Can't think of a worst fate.

 

[Dregster]

Be an immortalcel? Can't think of a worst fate.

It's over for immortalcels

 

[Deleted member 12355]

For what it's worth, a lot of kings and emperors were obsessed with immortality. Some actively sought out things like the "fountain of youth" and "elixir of life" somehow being convinced they exist. Others did some downright bizarre things thinking it would make them immortal. Qin shi huang (China's first emperor) consumed mercury thinking it would make him immortal.

I suppose when you're at the very top and there's nowhere further to go, you just want to maintain what you have as long as you can. For incels though, eternal youth is a common fantasy not only because they are hyperaware of the age pill, but because they want to live long enough to experience singularity tier copes like fully immersive vr, sentient AI, mind uploading etc. as it's our best chance at happiness.

based shi huangdi

Also, the only way in which I could possibly be obsessed with my own immortality or rather there of is if I loved life. I hate life

 

[Incelazo]

For what it's worth, a lot of kings and emperors were obsessed with immortality. Some actively sought out things like the "fountain of youth" and "elixir of life" somehow being convinced they exist. Others did some downright bizarre things thinking it would make them immortal. Qin shi huang (China's first emperor) consumed mercury thinking it would make him immortal.

I suppose when you're at the very top and there's nowhere further to go, you just want to maintain what you have as long as you can. For incels though, eternal youth is a common fantasy not only because they are hyperaware of the age pill, but because they want to live long enough to experience singularity tier copes like fully immersive vr, sentient AI, mind uploading etc. as it's our best chance at happiness.

R3 when

 

[ChronicPaincel]

With all the chemicals in the food, water, air, who isn't aspie i swear everyone i meet is half retarded

 

[KilluminoidBR]

Yeah I hate the though of one day everything just going dark, being unable to think, move, or anything
I wonder what im gonna do for the rest of eternity.
The only existence I know is this one, and once its all over then what?

Then you will reborn as a currycel in India. Just it.

 

[ChronicPaincel]

Be an immortalcel? Can't think of a worst fate.

seriously, immortality would be a curse i look forward to the chance to start over.

 

[IsolationHurts]

My obsession with immortality comes since as a kid I first learnt about aging and death. As a kid, when I still believed a bit in Christianity, I was told the Adam and Eve story and how their actions made us, a former immortal species, subject to aging and death as a trial. And I, even having the prospect of eternal afterlife, openly said that I hated their guts, I hated Adam and Eve for making me age and die instead of living eternally. Even with the promise of eternal afterlife (I believed by them) I still had my raging desire for terrenal immortality. I knew many people who did agree in that "it would be cool to live forever" but never met anyone with my level of obsession with aging and death not hitting me. And it comes more from a desire for my life to be a continous eternal story ALWAYS with an infinite future than fear of death (which I of course have tho).

My whole life had this burning desire as a background. I could say its about the survival instinct, but survival instinct sees passing on genes as an option for pseudo immortality, and I have ZERO paternal isntinct or desire to pass on genes. Even if I was guaranteed to not have to care about or raise any childre, I would still NOT want to reproduce or pass on genes, and this mindset was also always with me.

Also this obsession didnt come with the blackpill. Never even when I was a bluepilled cunt and still didnt saw Nature's evil, I still always wanted to live forever. Even at my worst incel times in which I considered doing killing sprees, I still wanted to live forever. Even at my worst depressed times, I never lost that will to be eternal.



Well, after writing and reading again this shit, I guess its not very NT. It may be a bit aspie as a mindset.

You sound like Unamuno and his famous "ansia de inmortalidad". Maybe you should read him.
Te recomiendo Del sentimiento trágico de la vida en los hombres y en los pueblos

 

[ChronicPaincel]

Then you will reborn as a currycel in India. Just it.

I would just Sadhumax. i wish there was groups of people like this in the west.

 

[Ataris]

Yeah I hate the though of one day everything just going dark, being unable to think, move, or anything
I wonder what im gonna do for the rest of eternity.
The only existence I know is this one, and once its all over then what? Its just nothingness forever.
God damn that sounds scary as fuck.

It drives me crazy too. What boggles my mind - all you'll get is nothingness forever, but since you're not there it would all pass by in the blink of an eye, kind of like when you're sleeping. So it's like eternity and a fraction of a second at once. It's hard to describe tbh.

I really fucking hope science develops some sort of cure for aging in the next 30 years. If they don't it will fucking suck to die. But even if it does happen eventually some freak accident will happen and you'll die even if you never aged. So my only other hope is maybe some sort of reincarnation.

If the universe exists for long enough, eventually we might all get a chance to live our lives again while retaining memories of what happened before, maybe 980 trillion years into the future. Anything is possible technically with an infinite amount of time.

Goddamn I need a GF so I can at least cope.

 

[ChronicPaincel]

Goddamn I need a GF so I can at least cope.

We're in ways pretty divine, we've nothing inbetween death forcing us to deeply contemplate normies should be worshiping us tbh

 

[Ataris]

We're in ways pretty divine, we've nothing inbetween death forcing us to deeply contemplate normies should be worshiping us tbh

Not thinking about death is the only reason I want a GF/family, if we lived forever I wouldn't give a shit and would just do my own thing every day.

 

[ChronicPaincel]

Not thinking about death is the only reason I want a GF/family.

I honestly agree so much people underestimate how much of a luxury it is to have "love" keeping you distracted from death.

Think of all the Chads and Stacies when they die, death will smack them right in the soul, they will be no where near as prepared as us, only bright side we got.

 

[AutisticJew]

a desire for my life to be a continous eternal story ALWAYS with an infinite future

 

[Deleted member 11032]

I used to be frightened of living forever. Now I am frightened of death. But subconsciously it is a fear of not accomplishing everything I want before my impending death. After all once we die we will not be conscious of the fact.

 

[randomloli]

The older I get the more I long for the sweet relief of death. I often fantasize about not waking up and dying in my sleep and it helps me relax. I'm too much of a pussy to actually kill myself.

 

[Deleted member 1060]

Then you will reborn as a currycel in India. Just it.

And start shitting on the streets, that's the real perk.

 

[gylo]

Read The Denial of Death, its one of the most potential blackpills around and might answer some of your questions.

 

[Deleted member 1042]

We're in ways pretty divine, we've nothing inbetween death forcing us to deeply contemplate normies should be worshiping us tbh

Yes, inceldom is sainthood.

 

[PM_ME_STRIPPERS]

immortality is cope
religion is cope

 

[armis]

I always was scared about prospect of immortality. The fact of being trapped in existence.. forever - I prefer nonexistence anytime. There is no suffering, no bullshit, no ugliness, no fakeness, none of this wretched and hellish existence. Sounds like the place to go

Cope you would take immortality if you could

 

[EyesAreSoCold]

My obsession with immortality comes since as a kid I first learnt about aging and death. As a kid, when I still believed a bit in Christianity, I was told the Adam and Eve story and how their actions made us, a former immortal species, subject to aging and death as a trial. And I, even having the prospect of eternal afterlife, openly said that I hated their guts, I hated Adam and Eve for making me age and die instead of living eternally. Even with the promise of eternal afterlife (I believed by them) I still had my raging desire for terrenal immortality. I knew many people who did agree in that "it would be cool to live forever" but never met anyone with my level of obsession with aging and death not hitting me. And it comes more from a desire for my life to be a continous eternal story ALWAYS with an infinite future than fear of death (which I of course have tho).

My whole life had this burning desire as a background. I could say its about the survival instinct, but survival instinct sees passing on genes as an option for pseudo immortality, and I have ZERO paternal isntinct or desire to pass on genes. Even if I was guaranteed to not have to care about or raise any childre, I would still NOT want to reproduce or pass on genes, and this mindset was also always with me.

Also this obsession didnt come with the blackpill. Never even when I was a bluepilled cunt and still didnt saw Nature's evil, I still always wanted to live forever. Even at my worst incel times in which I considered doing killing sprees, I still wanted to live forever. Even at my worst depressed times, I never lost that will to be eternal.



Well, after writing and reading again this shit, I guess its not very NT. It may be a bit aspie as a mindset.

Yeah I hate the though of one day everything just going dark, being unable to think, move, or anything
I wonder what im gonna do for the rest of eternity.
The only existence I know is this one, and once its all over then what? Its just nothingness forever.
God damn that sounds scary as fuck.

It drives me crazy too. What boggles my mind - all you'll get is nothingness forever, but since you're not there it would all pass by in the blink of an eye, kind of like when you're sleeping. So it's like eternity and a fraction of a second at once. It's hard to describe tbh.

I really fucking hope science develops some sort of cure for aging in the next 30 years. If they don't it will fucking suck to die. But even if it does happen eventually some freak accident will happen and you'll die even if you never aged. So my only other hope is maybe some sort of reincarnation.

If the universe exists for long enough, eventually we might all get a chance to live our lives again while retaining memories of what happened before, maybe 980 trillion years into the future. Anything is possible technically with an infinite amount of time.

Goddamn I need a GF so I can at least cope.

NPC IQ. Are you afraid of going to sleep as well? You do realize that you won't ever experience this nothingness as you are unconscious, the only thing it means is that you won't experience ANYTHING again which means no more suffering.

 

[Zyros]

NPC IQ. Are you afraid of going to sleep as well? You do realize that you won't ever experience this nothingness as you are unconscious, the only thing it means is that you won't experience ANYTHING again which means no more suffering.

I want to never cease to exist. The part of me not experiencing anything is the actually shit one. I dont want my ego to be dissolved.

 

[Ataris]

NPC IQ. Are you afraid of going to sleep as well? You do realize that you won't ever experience this nothingness as you are unconscious, the only thing it means is that you won't experience ANYTHING again which means no more suffering.

I'd rather suffer than experience oblivion forever. And yes I dislike sleeping for that reason as well.

 

[micropenis29]

Immortality is all anyone should care about. The extent to which people don't care about immortality is basically the extent to which I consider them "normies."

 

[EyesAreSoCold]

I'd rather suffer than experience oblivion forever. And yes I dislike sleeping for that reason as well.

You don't experience it, your dislike and fear for this oblivion stems from life and is only active in life never in death. You cannot dislike sleeping while you are sleeping, only when you are aware and conscious. Any negative view of death you might have are only indoctrinated or biological consequences, never rational. A relevant quote by Epicurus

“Death does not concern us, because as long as we exist, death is not here. And once it does come, we no longer exist.”

Ofc this is all if we assume that general view that your consciousness dies and nothing happens, no chance of afterlife is taken into consideration.

 

[Ataris]

Immortality is all anyone should care about. The extent to which people don't care about immortality is basically the extent to which I consider them "normies."

Exactly. More and more people are waking up and realizing we need to put a lot more research and money into longevity/immortality research. We're getting damn close to solving aging and possibly even death.

 

[Animas]

I can give you my two cents on it, now i’m not saying this is true or that i can prove it or whatever so don’t go crazy one me calling me an idiot i’m just giving a possible scenario for what could happen to us

well it’s just an idea i thought of but i was reading lawerence krausse book something from nothing and basically what this explains is how the field always exists. The field refers to every point in space in existence, when the field is at energetic equilibrium it vibrates ever so slightly (it’s never at zero point energy) that is a quantum fluctuation. when enough of these occur in the same way in one area you get a big surge of energy that ripples out and forms a big bang. That area eventually cools down until the heat death of the universe, we are in the middle of that and the field moving from high energy to low energy attempting to reach equilibrium again is the reason why elements are formed etc etc and planets are formed and life like us develops. Eventually the heat death occurs and the field is back into equilibrium as ever star has extinguished etc. In infinite time another big bang will occur somewhere in the field and then another and then another. This basically shifts around all the matter in the field endlessly. Imagine you have a bag filled with marbles and keep shaking it forever, eventually all the marbles in infinite time will return to their original positions. What might happpen with us is that your matter might disperse and then in infinite time move around everywhere until it winds up in the same configuration as your brain is right now. That means you won’t feel it subjectively but after you die you will simply wake up again when your brain comes together just how it is now. Now this is an idea i had from reading these books i can’t prove it maybe nothing happens idk i’m open to anything but it is something i think is possible and intuitive since you asked and i tend to believe that’s what might happen. It’s like there’s an 1 in an infinite chance we are only experiencing right now and have never experienced and will never experience again or an infinite in infite chance we have always existed and are simply experiencing this lifetime right now

if the heat death always occurs and is not reversible or inevitable then a technological revolution in health may still not save us from having to respawn, but we might live again regardless. if big bangs don’t occur from quantum fluctuations as per inflation theory (lawrence krauss’s theory) then we probably won’t ever wake up again as our matter would not be shifted around.

 

[_incelinside]

immortality as my current self would be a curse

 

[Deleted member 14577]

I think immortality is a really bluepill fantasy because it is based on the "life is good" bullshit that those cunts on reddit like to tell themselves to fell better about their pathetic fukcing cuckold lifestyesl.b