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- Dec 20, 2017
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I feel like my whole life is fucked, even though I am only 21.
I've got a lot of shit wrong with me. I am a high-tier mentalcel with an eating disorder, Autism and anxiety.
I've never had many friends. I haven't touched a girl (that isn't an escort) in four years, my social life is so sad that my mum rings my dad telling him to take me out because I am such a pathetic loser. I honestly think I deserve to die. 20-25 is a mans prime and I am rotting in my room like the fuck-up I am. Having a chad-lite brother is hell.
Even If I were to spend this entire year trying to looksmax, it would be to no avail. Being a mentalcel is a death sentence, recovering from an Eating disorder takes years, same with depression. I can't cure being autistic, is logically the best decision for me to check out early? I mean I just don't find life enjoyable anymore, I have been a NEETcel for three years and just know I don't belong in this dog-eat-dog society.
I've got a lot of shit wrong with me. I am a high-tier mentalcel with an eating disorder, Autism and anxiety.
I've never had many friends. I haven't touched a girl (that isn't an escort) in four years, my social life is so sad that my mum rings my dad telling him to take me out because I am such a pathetic loser. I honestly think I deserve to die. 20-25 is a mans prime and I am rotting in my room like the fuck-up I am. Having a chad-lite brother is hell.
Even If I were to spend this entire year trying to looksmax, it would be to no avail. Being a mentalcel is a death sentence, recovering from an Eating disorder takes years, same with depression. I can't cure being autistic, is logically the best decision for me to check out early? I mean I just don't find life enjoyable anymore, I have been a NEETcel for three years and just know I don't belong in this dog-eat-dog society.