i had to go into school for the first time in 2 years to take a test, and it was terrible. there was a big ass server issue and the test got cancelled, but i had to sit in this room of mostly foids talking about the most mundane and boring shit for almost 2 hours. but the worst was when they started talking about serial killers and multiple of them had called ted bundy and one of the menendez brothers (cant remember which one) hot, and one even said that the menendez brothers did nothing wrong. Hybristophilia was something i've known about for a while since I want to go ER, but hearing females talk about this irl is a completely different thing and i had to sit there with my heart beating so fucking hard from my overwhelming social anxiety and anger
