- Sep 28, 2018
22, student and ex soldier. From Manchester North West England. I work part time in security as a bouncer at a bar/nightclub. All my life I have struggled to talk to women, or even to be around them. Although I’m not a virgin having lost my virginity to a escort at age 18. Femoids tend to try and play with my feelings quite a bit, sort of developing me into a beta orbiter type character, although I try not to give them the feet kissing type attention most betas do. Won’t do any on the cringeworthy going out of my way for them etc. Based on my work you’d expect me to be a Chad or atleast some form of genetically superior beta male, but this isn’t the case. I’m 5.9 incredibly shy (probably borderline autistic) and don’t have decent bone structure/jawline. My face is at best average and just looks childlike. I’ve been slowly blackpilled over the last few weeks. I feel that this is the community I belong in. I thought it was just me, because id never met anyone else who like me was Hight mobbed, Dickmobbed, facemobbed, looks mobbed and mobbed in every way possible. its good to know im not alone.