I've been lurking the site for over one year but thought I'd finally become a member especially after all the incel subreddits I used to frequent got banned. I am in my mid 20s and am almost a KHHV (except for ONE measly encounter with a whore which doesn't count IMO since I paid for it). I am short, 110 lbs, have a large hook nose, a recessed chin, no jawline, flat midface (i.e. no cheekbones), large round eyes with sceral show and negative canthal tilt. I probably have other ugly features too that I'm unaware of them being flaws according to looks theory. It never began for me. I was raised by a hideous single mother who had me in her late 30's with sperm donated by one of her gay friends. Seriously. My biological father was actually pretty attractive when he was young facially, but he is short and has a small build. And of course he's a fag so that's bad enough. My mother is from an Ashkenazi jewish background but not religious, my bio dad is a white goy. In my late teens and early 20s I tried to orthodoxmaxx but religious jewish foids are just as shallow and evil as secular ones. I'm too ugly and deformed to even attempt to maxx anywhere else. I did try all the apps and even match.com and course had no luck. It's was truly over for me before it even began.