I'm currently 19 i go to a large university in the United States i live alone in an apartment paid for by my parents. KHHV
I have had nothing but horrifying experiences with women my entire life, any attempt i have had to pursue a woman has been met with harsh, disgusting and even physically violent denial, one of my worse experiences was when i was maybe 14 and i had grown a crush on this girl i was mutually friends with through a large friend group, when word spread through to her she had invited me to a park with her and another friend of hers, after some civil conversation i was berated by the 2 girls on why i thought i had any chance with the girl i had a crush on, this ensued an onslaught of things thrown at me such as full gas station fountain drinks and a physical assault on me in public where no bystander took it serious, I could get into more detail but you could get the jest. another experience, being in my junior year of high school another girl i had a crush on for a long time had friend zoned me and used me for a last resort homecoming date, a rumor had spread throughout my large high school (2,500 students) that we were now dating, she was utterly disgusted by this and made a post online using my full name denouncing thus, as if this situation couldn't have gotten worse i still decided to go the dance with her, after taking photos with the group we had decided to go with and parents had left so we could drive to the dance another guy picks her up and takes her to the dance leaving me to drive alone and watch my entire school including her enjoy the dance. i had later find out she brought the guy back to the house we as a group were staying at for the night and fucked him not 2 rooms away from me. i have had many experiences like this in my life, not all as brutal as those but i think im ready to give up, i could share much more about my tragic life if anyone is interested. Be Well All
I have had nothing but horrifying experiences with women my entire life, any attempt i have had to pursue a woman has been met with harsh, disgusting and even physically violent denial, one of my worse experiences was when i was maybe 14 and i had grown a crush on this girl i was mutually friends with through a large friend group, when word spread through to her she had invited me to a park with her and another friend of hers, after some civil conversation i was berated by the 2 girls on why i thought i had any chance with the girl i had a crush on, this ensued an onslaught of things thrown at me such as full gas station fountain drinks and a physical assault on me in public where no bystander took it serious, I could get into more detail but you could get the jest. another experience, being in my junior year of high school another girl i had a crush on for a long time had friend zoned me and used me for a last resort homecoming date, a rumor had spread throughout my large high school (2,500 students) that we were now dating, she was utterly disgusted by this and made a post online using my full name denouncing thus, as if this situation couldn't have gotten worse i still decided to go the dance with her, after taking photos with the group we had decided to go with and parents had left so we could drive to the dance another guy picks her up and takes her to the dance leaving me to drive alone and watch my entire school including her enjoy the dance. i had later find out she brought the guy back to the house we as a group were staying at for the night and fucked him not 2 rooms away from me. i have had many experiences like this in my life, not all as brutal as those but i think im ready to give up, i could share much more about my tragic life if anyone is interested. Be Well All
