bkdreamkb
unemployed and alcoholic
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- Joined
- Nov 8, 2017
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I've been inside my room for almost all my life. Even in school I had no friends nor talked to anybody.
This year I started a course and tried to talk and interact with people.
Tbh the results are that after the class I feel a strange happy feeling. Like a shot of pure dopamine was released into my veins. I feel really good for at least 3 days.
It's weird that even thought I swallowed the blackpill I can't overcome this instinct of needing to socialize. I wish I could spend my days rotting alone without suffering.
This year I started a course and tried to talk and interact with people.
Tbh the results are that after the class I feel a strange happy feeling. Like a shot of pure dopamine was released into my veins. I feel really good for at least 3 days.
It's weird that even thought I swallowed the blackpill I can't overcome this instinct of needing to socialize. I wish I could spend my days rotting alone without suffering.