cyborgglory said:
how did you make it out? please tell us your success stories. Maybe I'm in denial from a-virgin-nigger's reply
I lost my virginity at 36.
My only interactions with anyone beyond wageslavemates from 2002-2014 was as a female online named Leelee Phoenix. It started out as just an experiment, but once the validation and human feelings came, I couldn't stop.
In 2014, I finally got caught. Which led me to posting on various loser sites... wizchan, especially. Wizchan destroys one's soul more than anywhere, and eventually I tried blowing my brains out in 2015.
I failed because I was too stupid to know how to use a gun. I was then forced into therapy which I can write tomes about, and have on other boards.
That led to me going on Lookism and swallowing the black pill. I was red pilled since I was a teen, the type that always thought one thing would get me over the top like lifting, etc...
Black pill destroyed my inhibitions. I finally accepted that I'm ugly, was born ugly, and my life was irrevocably shit from birth due to my horrible dumb Polack genes. This led me to start approaching lots of women, because I didn't care anymore. I hated women, and just wanted to fuck one before I die.
I played tennis at a high level in my youth, so I decided to join a tennis club in 2015.
There's a social circle within the club that I'm somewhat part of... most of them are rich and look down on me as garbage. But, some people are nice to me. Some females would always say 'hi' to me, and I'd mumble like an Aspie.
I decided to drag myself to a Halloween party within this social circle in 2016, and got extremely drunk.
I approached a female that often greeted me, and awkwardly hit on her (this is after 50+ other approaches that went nowhere, and I only approached sub-6s). She admitted to having a crush on me for months, and was glad I finally said something. She made things physical right away, and it was simple from there. She took me back to her place that night and I nutted on her 4 times.
We've been together since then, with a couple breaks where she probably fucked Chad. And I fucked a few other hideous women, too. She's probably still fucking other guys, too. Which I don't care about.
The lesson is:
Be attractive.
If a female finds you attractive, it's hard to fuck it up. But, you do need to approach first unless you're Chad. The difference with how a female treats you when she's attracted to you is a complete 180. It's enjoyable to be around women when they do.
If a female doesn't, run. Don't think about it. Don't talk to her ever again. You can't change her. She will always hate you. Post on boards about raping and acid facing her. Because she does deserve it for not treating you like a human.
If you're a sub-3 truecel, commit suicide. I'm not joking. I know there's ~20% of males that will just never make it, and I want to hug all of you that aren't weak beta white knight cucks. I wish I could destroy the endless pain you feel.
