Hey fellow brocels,
I'm coming back here after 3 months of trying to change something. Needless to say, it didn't work. And I'm coming back to the point where I feel lost, rejected and defeated.
Let me describe the situation quickly. For the last 3 months I've been trying to pull an incelexit. I don't have any appealing qualities to me, except working as a lawyer, which is pretty well paid in my country. Before you say that I don't seem smart enough or that my english is not good enough- I'm nowhere close to becoming rich, and my salary is definitely not enough to compensate for my subhuman, manlet looks. The only foids I "attract" are girls from empoverished countries, willing to relocate to Israel. That is what happened to me a few months ago.
I've met a foid that needed a person to help her, guide her and let her live here comfortably. Our "relationship" has been transactional from the very beginning. I was desperate for company, she needed someone to sponsor and mentor her. I know I've became the definition of a cuck at that point, but my desperation reached its' peak level.
At some point, I've felt that our "contract" became me giving, and her not even trying to reciprocate. There was not much left for me than to leave, and accept me being a subhuman. We've never had chemistry, feelings nor love, and it had nothing to do with anime/movie romance.
All of that brings me to a conclusion. I'd rather accept my life as an incel, than humiliate myself for a person that can't even give back. I'm ready to LDAR and even if it sucks, I'm slowly becoming aware of how it is. And it feels liberating.
I'm coming back here after 3 months of trying to change something. Needless to say, it didn't work. And I'm coming back to the point where I feel lost, rejected and defeated.
Let me describe the situation quickly. For the last 3 months I've been trying to pull an incelexit. I don't have any appealing qualities to me, except working as a lawyer, which is pretty well paid in my country. Before you say that I don't seem smart enough or that my english is not good enough- I'm nowhere close to becoming rich, and my salary is definitely not enough to compensate for my subhuman, manlet looks. The only foids I "attract" are girls from empoverished countries, willing to relocate to Israel. That is what happened to me a few months ago.
I've met a foid that needed a person to help her, guide her and let her live here comfortably. Our "relationship" has been transactional from the very beginning. I was desperate for company, she needed someone to sponsor and mentor her. I know I've became the definition of a cuck at that point, but my desperation reached its' peak level.
At some point, I've felt that our "contract" became me giving, and her not even trying to reciprocate. There was not much left for me than to leave, and accept me being a subhuman. We've never had chemistry, feelings nor love, and it had nothing to do with anime/movie romance.
All of that brings me to a conclusion. I'd rather accept my life as an incel, than humiliate myself for a person that can't even give back. I'm ready to LDAR and even if it sucks, I'm slowly becoming aware of how it is. And it feels liberating.
