I want to love a woman and be loved by her, but the love was never requitted. Not only that, but they deliberately went out of their way to insult/humiliate me.
Unironically, I see nothing wrong with hating people that hate me. Most of the shit is only edgeposting/exaggerating/shitposting, but at the core of my being I am frustrated/hateful and see nothing wrong with it. My feelings of hatred/disgust/contempt are neither invalid nor undeserved nor do they feel bad in the slightest, tbh I feel alive when I can be angry and hate something.
Cannot say however whether I would keep that attitude when a good opportunity of getting a GF presents itself, everything is easier said than done. Cannot guarantee anything in regards to basedness -especially seeing the mental decay and increasing loneliness.