
Deleted member 33893
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I suffer from extreme depression which can sometimes knock me out completely. There are days when I can't even play games or chat with people online. Everything is a chore and the best part of the day is the peace that comes right before I close my eyes. On top of that I am plauged by extreme fits of anger and jealousy towards women and the men who get to have sex with attractive girls.
Because I have removed myself from society several times I find myself completely unable to connect with normalfags because I don't care about their interests. I can't relate to them based on my life experience either.
Every time I try to go down the path of "self improvement" by pursuing academic achievements, learning useful skills I always lose interests after a few months because my inceldom occupies my mind. I would like to get rid of it and focus on living the rest of my short life but I can't.
The thought that I have to BEG for sloppy seconds and probably still not get any enrages me.
The thought of paying for sex enrages me.
Both involve a form of submission and acceptance of being a lesser man.
Because I have removed myself from society several times I find myself completely unable to connect with normalfags because I don't care about their interests. I can't relate to them based on my life experience either.
Every time I try to go down the path of "self improvement" by pursuing academic achievements, learning useful skills I always lose interests after a few months because my inceldom occupies my mind. I would like to get rid of it and focus on living the rest of my short life but I can't.
The thought that I have to BEG for sloppy seconds and probably still not get any enrages me.
The thought of paying for sex enrages me.
Both involve a form of submission and acceptance of being a lesser man.