Oroborus
Ascending
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It's the problem with this whole concept, reducing everything to a simple animal act.
Honestly, I'm starting to understand a bit more the youngcel hate. We have zoomers hard mogging wizards and sometimes also mocking them, but they're somehow supposed to be in the same level of misery because they share a common trait which is being a virgin. It goes beyond that in my opinion, I don't want to reduce my situation to just the lack of a brief, almost meaningless moment that is sex. The ovERdom is constant, you can't escape from it by just getting laid. Many virgins don't live in constant rejection, they're still nt and can function in a modern society, the suffering is not constant for them. Being a virgin hurts them, but thats pretty much all of it.
Having sex with an escort should be considered ascension too then? Since it's all about sex. To put and end to my sorrow is as simple as to put my penis in a vagina. I'm an involuntary outcast because I'm non nt, I can't connect with people.
I can just jerk off and forget about sex for a while, I know that's not the main problem for me. People see me as a clown because I'm different and I get stomped on since I'm a very calm, non agressive person.
If tomorrow a mentally ill whore gets to like me that wouldn't change how I get treated by people, and my necessity to cope with living in a world that isn't made for me would remain intact. I don't want to mystify sex, you don't ascend by getting it. Roping is the real ascension for me and I know it.
Honestly, I'm starting to understand a bit more the youngcel hate. We have zoomers hard mogging wizards and sometimes also mocking them, but they're somehow supposed to be in the same level of misery because they share a common trait which is being a virgin. It goes beyond that in my opinion, I don't want to reduce my situation to just the lack of a brief, almost meaningless moment that is sex. The ovERdom is constant, you can't escape from it by just getting laid. Many virgins don't live in constant rejection, they're still nt and can function in a modern society, the suffering is not constant for them. Being a virgin hurts them, but thats pretty much all of it.
Having sex with an escort should be considered ascension too then? Since it's all about sex. To put and end to my sorrow is as simple as to put my penis in a vagina. I'm an involuntary outcast because I'm non nt, I can't connect with people.
I can just jerk off and forget about sex for a while, I know that's not the main problem for me. People see me as a clown because I'm different and I get stomped on since I'm a very calm, non agressive person.
If tomorrow a mentally ill whore gets to like me that wouldn't change how I get treated by people, and my necessity to cope with living in a world that isn't made for me would remain intact. I don't want to mystify sex, you don't ascend by getting it. Roping is the real ascension for me and I know it.
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