It took me around 6 years to become used to inceldom. For males like me, inceldom is a permanent state. As of now, I am emotionally numb. I have been coping effectively to the point where I at least feel okay being alone all the time. I do almost everything alone.
-I eat alone
-I sleep alone
-I watch movies and shows alone
-i am alone at my college
-I visit the park by myself
-I go to restaurants alone
-I drive alone
-I watch the sunset alone
-I shop alone
-I travel alone
-i walk alone
Etc. Etc. Etc.
I have Been alone for years and years, and I got over it by coping intensely. I am like a monk that is meditating in a isolated area where nothing is bothering him. I have accepted my fate. I will try to live a long and happy life. That is why I have been eating healthy and exercising.
Despite this positive attitude that I have Maintained, I still have flashbacks from the early 2000s, the period of time in which I remember all those horrible things that I have experienced such as seeing young teens my age be in relationships, watching porn everyday (ex porn addict), being rejected and Ignored by girls My age, hearing my foid coworkers brag about their boyfriends on social media, working as a waiter and server at a restaurant where I had to be forced to witness couples being intimate with each other I n front of Me, visiting the beach as a little kid and seeing couples hug and kiss each other in public (that was fucking painful), watching movies in school that featured romance/love stories (this fucked up my mental health), being friend zoned because of my looks, girls my race being racist towards their own men, going on vacation with my family and the experience is ruined because each city we visited was littered with couples, rotting in my house and at My lifeless college campus, rotting in restaurants, being alone at family parties and seeing biys and girls dance together as the music and the laughter of children can be heard in the background, and so much more. These events teared my heart to pieces, and im still alive, i am still breathing I will live on even though I have been scarred for life. I will never forget and I will never forgive
-I eat alone
-I sleep alone
-I watch movies and shows alone
-i am alone at my college
-I visit the park by myself
-I go to restaurants alone
-I drive alone
-I watch the sunset alone
-I shop alone
-I travel alone
-i walk alone
Etc. Etc. Etc.
I have Been alone for years and years, and I got over it by coping intensely. I am like a monk that is meditating in a isolated area where nothing is bothering him. I have accepted my fate. I will try to live a long and happy life. That is why I have been eating healthy and exercising.
Despite this positive attitude that I have Maintained, I still have flashbacks from the early 2000s, the period of time in which I remember all those horrible things that I have experienced such as seeing young teens my age be in relationships, watching porn everyday (ex porn addict), being rejected and Ignored by girls My age, hearing my foid coworkers brag about their boyfriends on social media, working as a waiter and server at a restaurant where I had to be forced to witness couples being intimate with each other I n front of Me, visiting the beach as a little kid and seeing couples hug and kiss each other in public (that was fucking painful), watching movies in school that featured romance/love stories (this fucked up my mental health), being friend zoned because of my looks, girls my race being racist towards their own men, going on vacation with my family and the experience is ruined because each city we visited was littered with couples, rotting in my house and at My lifeless college campus, rotting in restaurants, being alone at family parties and seeing biys and girls dance together as the music and the laughter of children can be heard in the background, and so much more. These events teared my heart to pieces, and im still alive, i am still breathing I will live on even though I have been scarred for life. I will never forget and I will never forgive
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