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Ika-Sama
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It's so over for me, not only am I a virgin when most of friends have had experiences, I'm also starting to become more stupid and as I get older. I've noticed that something was wrong about 2 years ago, I forgot things that I knew in the past and I my attention span has gotten worse, my mind has felt more fuzzy and my critical thinking has gone off the deep end. At first I tried to find online resources to fix whatever was happening, but I found nothing really specific to my situation. Over time my family and friends have noticed more and more, sometimes they ask what's wrong with me? Or knock on my head and say: Is anyone in there?
I make low iq mistakes everyday that even a retard would make, I can't see myself going into complex mental or abstract careers in the future or being in a relationship. I've always been attracted to women who are smart and nerdy, and I consider them as an ideal match to me, but those type of women want men who are smarter than them and have high qualifications (PhD, Masters Degree, or just has a better income than them). I am a dumbass, even foids IQ mog me, Smart Women would be repulsed by an ugly idiot. Dumb women hate me for being being ugly too.
I remember when my dad was teaching me how to drive and I made so many mistakes that he told me that he can't teach me anymore and I'm hopeless, he said I'll have to decide between taking the bus or relying on my mom to take me.
I'm between a rock and a hard place, no matter what I do I fail at it. It doesn't help that society hates stupid people, we didn't ask to be born. Average people hate us to feel better about themselves, but Smart people hate us on a more primal level. We are considered second class and that's fine I guess.
Anyways, I just wanted to vent and share my inevitable decline, if things get worse I'll consider killing myself.
I make low iq mistakes everyday that even a retard would make, I can't see myself going into complex mental or abstract careers in the future or being in a relationship. I've always been attracted to women who are smart and nerdy, and I consider them as an ideal match to me, but those type of women want men who are smarter than them and have high qualifications (PhD, Masters Degree, or just has a better income than them). I am a dumbass, even foids IQ mog me, Smart Women would be repulsed by an ugly idiot. Dumb women hate me for being being ugly too.
I remember when my dad was teaching me how to drive and I made so many mistakes that he told me that he can't teach me anymore and I'm hopeless, he said I'll have to decide between taking the bus or relying on my mom to take me.
I'm between a rock and a hard place, no matter what I do I fail at it. It doesn't help that society hates stupid people, we didn't ask to be born. Average people hate us to feel better about themselves, but Smart people hate us on a more primal level. We are considered second class and that's fine I guess.
Anyways, I just wanted to vent and share my inevitable decline, if things get worse I'll consider killing myself.
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