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Had over 4 jobs, studied in 4 schools, 1 university, lived in 3 different countries. Literally whenever i go i am still threated like a subhuman and excluded from the normies social circles, no one wants to have antthing to do with me. I really cant cope anymore, no matter how much i tried to change myself, from physical appearance to acting confident and extroverted, i always end up alone rotting by myself, while the normies befriend each other, exchange their social medias, hang out and fuck each other, while i always rot alone depressed and miserable. Truly over for me. I dont know why God made me this way, socializing for normies is so easy and suffer no consequences, while now i stay quiet and fearing opening up my self to other ppl, only now to be reffered as this "quiet and psycholatic creep"
Had over 4 jobs, studied in 4 schools, 1 university, lived in 3 different countries. Literally whenever i go i am still threated like a subhuman and excluded from the normies social circles, no one wants to have antthing to do with me. I really cant cope anymore, no matter how much i tried to change myself, from physical appearance to acting confident and extroverted, i always end up alone rotting by myself, while the normies befriend each other, exchange their social medias, hang out and fuck each other, while i always rot alone depressed and miserable. Truly over for me. I dont know why God made me this way, socializing for normies is so easy and suffer no consequences, while now i stay quiet and fearing opening up my self to other ppl, only now to be reffered as this "quiet and psycholatic creep"
