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cripplecel
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My progression for the last decade:
2011-2012: final year of university, still unable to find a gf but it doesn't bother me much because i'm blissfully unaware that everybody around me already lost their virginity a long time ago in high school
2012-2016: move across the country to silicon valley for work, quickly discover that the only thing worse than being surrounded by girls that don't like you is not ever seeing girls at all (the male:female ratio is unreal out there, you hardly ever see foids under 40). Also discover that I don't know how to make new friends, so I end up alone in my apartment all the time. it is here that I fell for the hobbymaxx advice, although it's not total bullshit since I at least managed to find fulfilling new hobbies that I still partake in to this day even though they'll never find me a gf.
2016-2017: realize i was happier back before i moved to california. spend over a year trying to find a new job back home, but nobody over there wants me.
2018-2019: I finally manage to get a job I don't hate (albeit still in california) at a very well-known computer company which I will not name but probably about half of the people on this forum buy our products. I also finally make a new friend in CA, somebody with a lot of loneliness problems like me trapped in a world where they don't belong. With money rapidly accruing in my bank account for the first time ever and the beginnings of a new network of friends finally taking form, it's starting to look like the title of this post may have been incorrect. However...
2020: I GET DIAGNOSED WITH STAGE 4 CANCER. Also my new friend commits suicide.
2021: they have to amputate one of my legs due to complications during cancer treatment, irreparably damaging my personality.
2011-2012: final year of university, still unable to find a gf but it doesn't bother me much because i'm blissfully unaware that everybody around me already lost their virginity a long time ago in high school
2012-2016: move across the country to silicon valley for work, quickly discover that the only thing worse than being surrounded by girls that don't like you is not ever seeing girls at all (the male:female ratio is unreal out there, you hardly ever see foids under 40). Also discover that I don't know how to make new friends, so I end up alone in my apartment all the time. it is here that I fell for the hobbymaxx advice, although it's not total bullshit since I at least managed to find fulfilling new hobbies that I still partake in to this day even though they'll never find me a gf.
2016-2017: realize i was happier back before i moved to california. spend over a year trying to find a new job back home, but nobody over there wants me.
2018-2019: I finally manage to get a job I don't hate (albeit still in california) at a very well-known computer company which I will not name but probably about half of the people on this forum buy our products. I also finally make a new friend in CA, somebody with a lot of loneliness problems like me trapped in a world where they don't belong. With money rapidly accruing in my bank account for the first time ever and the beginnings of a new network of friends finally taking form, it's starting to look like the title of this post may have been incorrect. However...
2020: I GET DIAGNOSED WITH STAGE 4 CANCER. Also my new friend commits suicide.
2021: they have to amputate one of my legs due to complications during cancer treatment, irreparably damaging my personality.