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It's a normal and pathetic thing called maladaptive daydreaming I believe.
I would always play out these fantasies in my head over and over again, making small adjustments for novelty and excitement. I would often run and jump around my house as I played these out in my head. I probably looked fucking retarded lol.
Anyone else like this, or am I just a weirdcel?
This is quite similar to me. Ive alway had the ability to delve deep into myself and gain immersion in my fantasies including sexual.
I did this. I did it differently when I was a kid than when I was a teenager. Im 24 and still do it even if its now mostly because Im broken down mentally. I had many fantasy wolfs when I was a kid, many based on anime. I had yugioh and war fantasies and fantasies about self sacrifice and utopia when I was a teenagers. Yugioh if anything was my most autistic obcession. I still have most of these; its probably genetic. I live alone so nobody can see when I walk/run around when doing this intensely. May I ask how old you are and if you still do this?
This is quite similar to me. Ive alway had the ability to delve deep into myself and gain immersion in my fantasies including sexual.
We are like prisoners left for years in isolation. Life as an incel has more in common with life in prison than it does with a normal life.
I really wish i could do that but my thoughts dont entertain me that mucgI daydream for at least 3-4 hours a day.
Quite normal, mental escapism is inevitable for the terminally imprisoned. I've been doing the exact same thing since the early 90s, actually "rehearsing" and acting out the social situations I expected to encounter in future, thus ensuring I'd always say and do the right thing, "Always Prepared" and all that shit, haha.My life is boring as fuck. In order to cope, I like to fantasize about well, a lot of different things. When I was bluepilled I would fantasize about falling in love with my oneitis, when I played sports I fantasized about being a college/pro player (JFL ) and making awesome plays, or maybe I'd fantasize about disasters happening and me coming to the rescue. I would always play out these fantasies in my head over and over again, making small adjustments for novelty and excitement. I would often run and jump around my house as I played these out in my head. I probably looked fucking retarded lol.
Anyone else like this, or am I just a weirdcel?
My daydreaming is definitely maladaptive. I can't do anything else while doing it and these 3-4 hours are the bare minimum time I fantasize, it is often longer that.I really wish i could do that but my thoughts dont entertain me that mucg
My life is boring as fuck. In order to cope, I like to fantasize about well, a lot of different things. When I was bluepilled I would fantasize about falling in love with my oneitis, when I played sports I fantasized about being a college/pro player (JFL ) and making awesome plays, or maybe I'd fantasize about disasters happening and me coming to the rescue. I would always play out these fantasies in my head over and over again, making small adjustments for novelty and excitement. I would often run and jump around my house as I played these out in my head. I probably looked fucking retarded lol.
Anyone else like this, or am I just a weirdcel?
I do this constantly still.