andinocel
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The title of the thread is a recurring theme in my life, and its tiring. When I was forcing myself to be an extrovert, I'd be the one reaching out to my normie acquaintances, cousins, and half-siblings, whether it was Christmas, New Years, or just to say hi, but now, none of those people reach out to me first. Yet, I continually get told 'why don't you reach out?'. In fact, as I write this, a thought occurred to me: if I try to be outgoing, I'm annoying or nosy. If I'm quiet and don't keep in touch, I'm cold or antisocial. Its a reverse halo effect in action from being an ugly person: everything you do or say is bad.