My current wageslavery job is coming to a close as my employer has lost their contracts and now I only work a few days out of the week barely above the poverty line for a job thats supposed to be "okay" in this country. I go online to look for similar jobs in the areas only to find day after day they have been robbed from within by people with social circles handing them off before I ever have a chance to see them and only jobs being posted which are the worst of the worst. This feeling of hopelessness is incredibly depressing. Its been many months and there seems to be nothing. On social media I see people I knew locked into incredible careers they got through free rides in colleges I never had the capability to attend. They are all popping out babies and buying houses cars while I rot on the tile floor year after year. Truly suicidefuel. I dont know what to do.
