Brutal Incel trait: More memories of games/media than your own life

[Transcended Trucel]

I just noticed after thinking about my life and games. that I actually have more memories of games/anime/manga/novels than my own life.

Not even joking. I wrote down everything I could recall for the past 7 days. And found my memories of what I did in my gaming sessions were more vivid, happier and detailed than any memory of me living my normal slave shitskin code nigger life.

This world is so fucking cruel. I have to live in imagination and fantasy to not fucking rope on the spot.

 

[Deleted member 35476]

My brain is so fucked that i'm borderline alzheimer when it comes to my memory

 

[Transcended Trucel]

My brain is so fucked that i'm borderline alzheimer when it comes to my memory

Same thing is happening to me. The days are meshing into one. I confuse events of yesterday and today at times. I have been keeping a log book of my life for the past 4+ years now because I noticed this issue. I also use a reminders app.

My life is boring, monotonous, lifeless and cursed. I cannot even bare to remember it. My mind just goes into autopilot most of the time till I start coping with games/media/meditation.

otherwise I am in drone mode. Everyday I ask myself why me? why I have to live like this? of course I will never get an answer and the suffering will never end.

 

[Subhuman Orangutan]

Even more brutal if you have 1000+ hours for multiple games on Steam.

 

[Transcended Trucel]

Even more brutal if you have 1000+ hours for multiple games on Steam.

it's over

 

[Deleted member 35476]

Same thing is happening to me. The days are meshing into one. I confuse events of yesterday and today at times. I have been keeping a log book of my life for the past 4+ years now because I noticed this issue. I also use a reminders app.

My life is boring, monotonous, lifeless and cursed. I cannot even bare to remember it. My mind just goes into autopilot most of the time till I start coping with games/media/meditation.

otherwise I am in drone mode. Everyday I ask myself why me? why I have to live like this? of course I will never get an answer and the suffering will never end.

It has been only getting worse since forever now. We're literally becoming oldcels in our 20's due to the shit we have to deal with. We never had youth or been carefree because our trash genetics will always make sure we live like literal insects and at the same time we're still losing that youth many times faster than everyone else

 

[Rick prime]

I just noticed after thinking about my life and games. that I actually have more memories of games/anime/manga/novels than my own life.

Not even joking. I wrote down everything I could recall for the past 7 days. And found my memories of what I did in my gaming sessions were more vivid, happier and detailed than any memory of me living my normal slave shitskin code nigger life.

This world is so fucking cruel. I have to live in imagination and fantasy to not fucking rope on the spot.

I mean the rest of the male population will soon follow especially zoomers and their unrealistic expectations of beauty.

 

[ineedassistance]

You aren't STEMaxing enough if you can relate to this.

 

[fast_curry]

I feel more socially connected to game characters from RPG than people I know IRL. I felt sad when I cleared all the side quests knowing that there won't be new conversations/interactions with the characters.

 

[mentally lost cel 1]

I just noticed after thinking about my life and games. that I actually have more memories of games/anime/manga/novels than my own life.

Not even joking. I wrote down everything I could recall for the past 7 days. And found my memories of what I did in my gaming sessions were more vivid, happier and detailed than any memory of me living my normal slave shitskin code nigger life.

This world is so fucking cruel. I have to live in imagination and fantasy to not fucking rope on the spot.

Yep, cuz everything is better than my miserable life

 

[Transcended Trucel]

You aren't STEMaxing enough if you can relate to this.

I am already a wage slave post stem maxxing. I will eventually do early retirement within 10-15 years and spend my final days trying to meditation astral projection max. when I have tried everything and failed, I will rope. I truly look forward to that day. it maybe decades away but they day I finally die on my own terms, will be a blessed day, I will finally escape this accursed prison.

 

[ineedassistance]

I am already a wage slave post stem maxxing. I will eventually do early retirement within 10-15 years and spend my final days trying to meditation astral projection max. when I have tried everything and failed, I will rope. I truly look forward to that day. it maybe decades away but they day I finally die on my own terms, will be a blessed day, I will finally escape this accursed prison.

Nope. Astral Projection is a lie. The only thing we can look forward to is robot foids.

 

[Transcended Trucel]

I feel more socially connected to game characters from RPG than people I know IRL. I felt sad when I cleared all the side quests knowing that there won't be new conversations/interactions with the characters.

same I finished persona 5 royal recently. I felt far more connected to the characters there than anyone I have ever met IRL. There's no good supportive gf, no loyal friends, no bonds forged thru multiple trials, no real future.

Nope. Astral Projection is a lie. The only thing we can look forward to is robot foids.

I have my reasons to believe it.

 

[fast_curry]

same I finished persona 5 royal recently. I felt far more connected to the characters there than anyone I have ever met IRL. There's no good supportive gf, no loyal friends, no bonds forged thru multiple trials, no real future.

I have my reasons to believe it.

Yeah, games like that are enjoyable but absolute suifuel once cleared. I wonder if 3A RPGs like the witcher also have enough in-game interactions to allow you to bond with the characters. Supposedly the gameplay should be longer than the indie game I've played (50hrs maximum), so I can cope longer before getting hit by post-game depression.

 

[Transcended Trucel]

Yeah, games like that are enjoyable but absolute suifuel once cleared. I wonder if 3A RPGs like the witcher also have enough in-game interactions to allow you to bond with the characters. Supposedly the gameplay should be longer than the indie game I've played (50hrs maximum), so I can cope longer before getting hit by post-game depression.

I tried the Witcher but characters aren't as bond worthy compared to VNs or persona type games. combat is good and the world too but I ended up dropping it around maybe 20 hr mark cause grew bored.

but I would def recommend you try it. I was once recommended Witcher 2, and that was one of the best games I ever played

 

[crestfallencel]

i have literally nothing of note that ever happened to me, i still look back fondly on the endings of games like Xenogears and Chrono Trigger

 

[Transcended Trucel]

i have literally nothing of note that ever happened to me, i still look back fondly on the endings of games like Xenogears and Chrono Trigger

just lol at our pathetic lives. not a single memory to cherish. I remember seeing in persona 5, you see your friends graduate at one point in one of the endings. my HS and college graduation nothing haooened, I was alone till the end. I talked to no one after the event and went directly home. there have also been some times now that I forgot my birthday cause it holds no value in heart

 

[fast_curry]

I tried the Witcher but characters aren't as bond worthy compared to VNs or persona type games. combat is good and the world too but I ended up dropping it around maybe 20 hr mark cause grew bored.

but I would def recommend you try it. I was once recommended Witcher 2, and that was one of the best games I ever played

Thanks, I'll try it out. I remember watching a streamer playing the witcher (not sure if it was 2 or 3) and you even get to fuck some of the characters. That definitely gets me pumped up for the game.

 

[Transcended Trucel]

You need to train your mind, try to learn new things.

I do but even then, those things never give the highs experienced by gaming

 

[Transcended Trucel]

Modern games are boring, what do you play?

jrpg/dating Sims/Vns. persona 5 royal type stuff. as for games being boring, you need try stuff you wouldn't expect you'd like, also rotate between entertainment mediums (novels/manga/anime/games)

 

[Transcended Trucel]

dating sims? no thanks, 13 years ago i tried to play dating sims in my old sony ericsson and i failed. Even in dating sims i got rejected. It's over i was never able to overcome being rejected by virtual foid. If that happens again i would never recover. It's over.

brutal. I either play them with a guide or the super easy ones so it's not a problem for me.

 

[Ika-Sama]

Same thing is happening to me. The days are meshing into one. I confuse events of yesterday and today at times. I have been keeping a log book of my life for the past 4+ years now because I noticed this issue. I also use a reminders app.

My life is boring, monotonous, lifeless and cursed. I cannot even bare to remember it. My mind just goes into autopilot most of the time till I start coping with games/media/meditation.

otherwise I am in drone mode. Everyday I ask myself why me? why I have to live like this? of course I will never get an answer and the suffering will never end.

I could remember what I did years ago, but my memory is patchy and I remember only the significant parts and none of the details. And the worse part is that I'm only 18, I'm kinda young and I'm already suffering from dementia like symptoms.

 

[Deleted member 34772]

Same thing is happening to me. The days are meshing into one. I confuse events of yesterday and today at times. I have been keeping a log book of my life for the past 4+ years now because I noticed this issue. I also use a reminders app.

My life is boring, monotonous, lifeless and cursed. I cannot even bare to remember it. My mind just goes into autopilot most of the time till I start coping with games/media/meditation.

otherwise I am in drone mode. Everyday I ask myself why me? why I have to live like this? of course I will never get an answer and the suffering will never end.

Just hold frame bro

 

[SCP-Gorillion]

Even more brutal if you have 1000+ hours for multiple games on Steam.

it's over

FNV , but well spend 1000 hours still incel trait marked for me

 

[Transcended Trucel]

FNV , but well spend 1000 hours still incel trait marked for me

fallout new Vegas?

 

[SCP-Gorillion]

fallout new Vegas?

yes
1251 hours
and around 800 hours with skyrim and skyrim special edition

 

[Transcended Trucel]

yes
1251 hours
and around 800 hours with skyrim and skyrim special edition

damn holy fuck. you must have used mods. I couldn't see myself investing that much time in vanilla versions of those games, tbh even with mods, I would be hard pressed to get that many hours in.

I logged Skyrim at maybe like 80-100 hours, and haven't played fallout new Vegas yet.

 

[SCP-Gorillion]

damn holy fuck. you must have used mods. I couldn't see myself investing that much time in vanilla versions of those games, tbh even with mods, I would be hard pressed to get that many hours in.

I logged Skyrim at maybe like 80-100 hours, and haven't played fallout new Vegas yet.

this thing that i played fnv without mods all hours is called autism

 

[Transcended Trucel]

this thing that i played fnv without mods all hours is called autism

God damn. only single player game I played for super long was civilization 5 for 400 or so hours.

Most Bethesda or open world games in general, to me are wide as an ocean but deep as a pond. and that's what I dislike. so I stick to mostly linear games nowadays, only doing open world when just wanna kill or have action fun.

 

[ordinaryotaku]

Honestly, same. I have had a couple okay memories in my very last months in high school, but anything before that, not really. On the other hand, I have plenty of good memories involving games I played. My afternoons after high school classes involved either gymcoping or vidyagamecoping. I like to throw around this phrase a lot, but I essentially lived 24/7 on spectator mode in high school. I watched the Chads and the upper-tier normies go through their formative years and achieve social milestones, while my brain stood on idle mode from 5th grade on. Absolutely the worst feeling the more you think about it.

Even more brutal if you have 1000+ hours for multiple games on Steam.

Agreed. I have over 1k+ hours in multiple games logged on Steam (around 11.5k total hours between all my games on all my accounts within 10 years), though it's nothing compared to some of the friends and acquaintances I made in high school, with one of whom having over 10,000 unidled hours in Dota, and another who has 4k unidled hours in multiple games. However, I have been gaming on the PC practically since I was born, so I probably have much more computer time and maybe even much more non-logged game hours than probably all of them.

Honestly sucks that I spent 2,600 hours on CS:GO in high school, but I would have had nothing else to do, as I was ostracized throughout most of high school and was born without some millimeters of bone.

 

[Transcended Trucel]

Witcher has one of the worst combat ever, it's easy as fuck and super cheesy. Death March is easier than being overleveled in Bloodborne.

that's true compared to alot of other games it's not that hard.

 

[Loner94]

Yep it's just video games for me

 

[tacotown2142]

My brain is so fucked that i'm borderline alzheimer when it comes to my memory

According to science depression completely fucks your memory. My whole school years are pretty much a giant blur at this point.

 

[Deleted member 35476]

My whole school years are pretty much a giant blur at this point.

I barely remember them and i'm only 21 years old

 

[baldpill]

Recently I've had a near death experience and saw life flashing before my eyes...can confirm that it was mostly vidya/sports/movies/other silly copes. Very depressing lol.

 

[Deleted member 26358]

I’ve never been much of a gamer tbh

 

[Rick prime]

Unironically realistically relatable

 

[Deleted member 35561]

I just noticed after thinking about my life and games. that I actually have more memories of games/anime/manga/novels than my own life.

Not even joking. I wrote down everything I could recall for the past 7 days. And found my memories of what I did in my gaming sessions were more vivid, happier and detailed than any memory of me living my normal slave shitskin code nigger life.

This world is so fucking cruel. I have to live in imagination and fantasy to not fucking rope on the spot.

Same i've been rotting in my own room in the past 7 days. The only memory I could recall from the past 7 days that is important was that my based grandfather actually had kidney issues before that it became a kidney cancer right now. It just sucks seeing someone who loves you as much as you love him getting weaker, getting shorter of breath, and one day to be closer to death.