When I first started posting here I could churn out many threads a day, about different topics while at the same time making more than a hundred comments a day. This was way back in 2017 or 2018, I had much more patience and energy to socialize online and going to uni. Over time as the reality of my incel destiny set in, I spend hours staring at the screen and speed reading while understanding or doing little to nothing, the days pass by in a quick blur cars as cars speeding on a highway. Every day is the same because there's nothing left, I am just stuck in a mindless haze until I die.
