My whole life women from all races and ages would always give me the subhuman stare, why i was friends but never invited to the parties where the women are, i always felt uncomfortable around women starting when i was 4-5 even in preschool and grade school i was the outcast, other blacks and Caribbean people making fun of me, never a full member of a black, white, any member friend group, why going to school felt like torture for my soul, its all because im ugly lol i though i was personally, how i dressed, who i was friends with, but my genetics are so fucked that i always end up a outcast at the end of the day there is no victory for me on this earth lol atleast for now, i know that at 19 if i dont moneymax and careermax its over for me lol
