I remember back when I was a wee cella, I used to actually think I was a chad. Even though I did not know what a chad was.
I thought women would be attracted to me cuz of my dick and my sex drive. I was actually just a coomer.
But the sad thing is, I used to think that I was a big shot even though there was evidence all around me that I wasn't.
I used to get isolated and bullied infront of this girl I liked back when I was 14. And I knew she thought I was a loser, but I kept telling myself that I wasn't a loser and that she only thought I was a loser because those fuckers were bullying me. But in reality... She liked those guys. She talked to them. She didn't talk to me. But I used to have a lot of masturbation fantasies about her. She used to think I was an idiot. And this alone should've been a huge red flag for me, or rather a black flag... Because I didn't see any of that caring and gentle female nature. If anything, she was worse than the fucks who bullied me, because she enabled them. She had the power to stop it, but she didn't. I was just a poor innocent boy getting bullied. And she was dating a 16 year old chad at the time...
If I tell this story to a foid, she would gaslight and virtue signal to all of it somehow being my fault. And the fucked up thing is I would've believed it if I wasn't blackpilled. Because I told myself the same thing. I told myself that I became a loser because I got bullied. When it was really the other way around. I was a bullied because I was a loser. And it wasn't my personality. Because there was a manlet who was as much of a loser as I was, but he was better looking than I was. And he bullied me as well. All the older kids bullied me. But they protected him, because he looked like a pretty boy.
He was actually one of the first one to drop the blackpill on me. He casually said I have trouble with my looks. And I was actually shocked. But... I was so delusional...
Like I said, in my head, I thought I was a Chad. I thought foids would think I'm cool because of my geek hobbies. And other stuff. But that was not the case.
I didn't become a loser because I was bullied. I got bullied because I was a loser. Being bullied was the personification of my loserhood.
You don't get bullied in one school and transfer to another and somehow become a chad.
The only LifeFuel in this is that I just checked her instagram, and oh boy has she gotten fat. Not landwhale fat, but she used to be perfectly shaped. Now, her neck has started merging with her face.
I thought women would be attracted to me cuz of my dick and my sex drive. I was actually just a coomer.
But the sad thing is, I used to think that I was a big shot even though there was evidence all around me that I wasn't.
I used to get isolated and bullied infront of this girl I liked back when I was 14. And I knew she thought I was a loser, but I kept telling myself that I wasn't a loser and that she only thought I was a loser because those fuckers were bullying me. But in reality... She liked those guys. She talked to them. She didn't talk to me. But I used to have a lot of masturbation fantasies about her. She used to think I was an idiot. And this alone should've been a huge red flag for me, or rather a black flag... Because I didn't see any of that caring and gentle female nature. If anything, she was worse than the fucks who bullied me, because she enabled them. She had the power to stop it, but she didn't. I was just a poor innocent boy getting bullied. And she was dating a 16 year old chad at the time...
If I tell this story to a foid, she would gaslight and virtue signal to all of it somehow being my fault. And the fucked up thing is I would've believed it if I wasn't blackpilled. Because I told myself the same thing. I told myself that I became a loser because I got bullied. When it was really the other way around. I was a bullied because I was a loser. And it wasn't my personality. Because there was a manlet who was as much of a loser as I was, but he was better looking than I was. And he bullied me as well. All the older kids bullied me. But they protected him, because he looked like a pretty boy.
He was actually one of the first one to drop the blackpill on me. He casually said I have trouble with my looks. And I was actually shocked. But... I was so delusional...
Like I said, in my head, I thought I was a Chad. I thought foids would think I'm cool because of my geek hobbies. And other stuff. But that was not the case.
I didn't become a loser because I was bullied. I got bullied because I was a loser. Being bullied was the personification of my loserhood.
You don't get bullied in one school and transfer to another and somehow become a chad.
The only LifeFuel in this is that I just checked her instagram, and oh boy has she gotten fat. Not landwhale fat, but she used to be perfectly shaped. Now, her neck has started merging with her face.
