No, coper trait
I remember when I used to be really into that shit, all the illuminati stuff (and other things)
Then I found the black pill and I realized it was nothing but a retarded distraction, it was a waste of time to focus on things like that which are of no consequence to my existence and my enjoyment of life
If the illuminati is real, or jews or controlling everything, etc, etc WE CAN'T DO SHIT ABOUT IT ANYWAYS
Just knowing about it and researching it is a waste of time, and looking back, it was just me stroking my ego in a kind of way, its like how conspiracy theorists always call everyone else "sheep" or "sheeple"
Conspiracy theories make you feel special, important, "in the know", smarter than the rest, "enlightened", etc
That's one of the reasons people get drawn into it
People who hate their lives and have nothing of importance going on in it (and no goals) are the ones primarily drawn to conspiracy theories
The black pill was the best thing that ever happened to me, I stopped wasting time, I became a completely different person, I started noticing all of my personality flaws
At the end of the day if you don't plan on doing anything with relation to the conspiracy you believe, the only reason you keep talking about it and researching it, is because you want to feel special
Yes these things are also interesting and entertaining (at first), but they aren't that amazing and after the 10th conspiracy documentary it isn't that "cool" or interesting anymore