Zesto
Chair of the Beautification Committee
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Legit turned himself into a fag from inceldom.
Don't watch porn, get on Nofap kids.
That "hamster" as the TRP cucks would call it.
I love Asian girls but just lol @ you writing "another." They are so smol and qt.
That's not ascension buddy-boyo that's literally descending...to hell.
Have fun with the anal incontinence.
You will never be an Asian woman.
The account is deleted. Probably already killed itself.
TLDR don't watch porn and get on NoFap
NOFAP MASTERRACE CHECKING IN @Zaetheus @Hunter all my other nofap bros I forgot but you know who you are.
I was hooked for two very obvious reasons: that the "girls" were tiny pretty femme boys like me and, also, that real hunky virile men really got into making love to them. Finally, a place for a small, very tiny and petite, brown-skinned and smooth Asian femme-boy like me.
As a boy growing up I was always the smallest, the frailest, and the most timid. Girls didn't find me attractive, but I was so very drawn to them, I found them VERY alluring
Legit turned himself into a fag from inceldom.
I was just starting to get interested in girls and sex and all those adolescent questions we have in general when I suddenly found that stunningly captivating tranny porn. From the start, I watched it for 8 to 12 hours a day, and it had a massive impact on my grades (lower), homework (rarely done), friendships (alienated), and overall social activity. I stopped growing in my 2nd yr in High School, never taller than 5'0" and never heavier than 108lbs. I never was picked for any sports in gym class. I was alone and alienated.
Don't watch porn, get on Nofap kids.
So there I was: tiny, lightweight, very skinny, lightly brown-skinned, and very effeminate, and I just discovered Trans porn and especially the subset called "ladyboys". I could see I was as pretty and as soft and as smooth as any of the ladyboys online. And there were so MANY of them! It seemed to me that the very natural choice for someone like me --- both my ethnicity and stature --- was to make the obvious choice of being a pretty "lady boy".
That "hamster" as the TRP cucks would call it.
There was only one other person --- another Asian girl --- in my entire high school of 4,000 students that was tinier than me. It was awful. I was so alone.
I love Asian girls but just lol @ you writing "another." They are so smol and qt.
So, here I was in high school, right at the very time I was deciding to go "compete" with way-more masculine guys in the pursuit of girls, I realized with "ladyboy" and tranny porn that I could actually compete more successfully --- way way more successfully--- with many of the girls in my High School --- I knew I could. I was quite able as I was tinier, cuter, and I knew I could dress way sexier. All those girls were almost ALL bigger and heavier and I knew I could be a prettier girl --- zero doubts.
One weekend I wore a dress and heels to a club, added a bit of makeup, and BANG --- my love life changed. I had 6 guys hit on me in one night. I was popular for the first time ever. That night I was finally romantically kissed ---- for the first time ever --- by a really hot stud college guy from Rice University. I fell in love.
That's not ascension buddy-boyo that's literally descending...to hell.
in one night of devouring everything I could find on SISSIFICATION and being a SISSY, it mushroomed and blew away EVERY thought in my head --- from that moment on I could think of NOTHING else other than what sissy-porn preaches, that (1) that I was indeed a feminine, useless as a male, weak, and brainless SISSY, (2) that my DESTINY was to serve a masculine ALPHA MALE, that (3) I was to wear the sexiest clothes and heels and (4) become the prettiest feminine sissy I could be.
I was the cutest sexiest hottest GIRL out there. Life was wonderful. I had more attention from people (virile older hunky MEN, and jealous girls) than I EVER had in my entire life. Being a GIRL was life-changing. I went from unknown to, in certain circles, being THE person to know and flirt with and win over.
I have an older (30 yo) boyfriend that I live with in a very sensual and sexually driven relationship. Since high school I have dated and had sexual relations with men -- only men -- and at that, many dozens of men.
Have fun with the anal incontinence.
So, as i think about maybe reversing back to a male life, I look in the mirror and I see a very pretty Asian woman. I am hot. To other men, I am extremely attractive and alluring. I cause them to stumble and turn and lust, and I like(d) that.
You will never be an Asian woman.
The account is deleted. Probably already killed itself.
TLDR don't watch porn and get on NoFap
NOFAP MASTERRACE CHECKING IN @Zaetheus @Hunter all my other nofap bros I forgot but you know who you are.