Incel Loss of Fear

[Feeshtu]

I used to be afraid of everything. So full of anxiety about a thousand different things.
It was because I still had hope. I had hope that one day, I would have a great life. I’d find the woman of my dreams, make a lot of money and just ride off into the sunset.
So I had to live. I had to make sure that I reached that dreamed of world.
But one day, I just stopped believing in that dream.
I realized that life will most likely not get better. There will never be a girlfriend, I will never be rich and I will never be happy.
My universe shook at this realization. And all hope was lost.
The fear of death was gone. What do I have to live for?
I am not suicidal. I don’t believe in suicide because who’s to say that the afterlife is not worse? And that’s if there even is an afterlife.
So now I drift.

 

[LesscoBlob]

The fear of death was gone. What do I have to live for?

Anyone who doesn't actually fear death is already dead. They're simply existing, not living.