Mecoja
I'm at war with the world
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Very well said. True 100%
Yeah, it really hits home. Life is just so fucking sad.The italicized part makes me wanna go back to my old church n shiet, mang
I turned my back on them when they maybe, just maybe, did care about me, mangYeah, it really hits home. Life is just so fucking sad.
I'm 33 and it's pretty much this. Spent all day dealing with work bullshit and playing the corporate game (which is all it is, a game). My health is getting worse, I have horrible digestive issues and have to eat a very restricted and boring diet because of it. My back and shoulders hurt. I've lost interest in most of my hobbies, I maxxed them all out and basically did everything that I could with them until they got boring. Material objects don't even help me cope anymore, they're just more bullshit that needs to be cleaned or maintained. My parents are my entire social life and they are old, if they stick around another 10-15 years is the best I could hope for. All I do now is invest aggressively so I can stop wagecucking eventually. For #7, I can pretty much predict the rest of my life, I'll either be working or aimlessly surfing the internet0. Carrying around the burden of past failures which you've accumulated throughout your teens and 20s.
1. Indisputably being branded failure at life. You can fake it in your 20s, but in your 30s, there's nowhere to hide.
2. Avoiding meeting new people for fear of judgment leading to growing isolation.
3. Numerous health problems from joints aching, to digestive system issues, to bad memory from years of depression.
4. Family members getting sick and old, meaning there's less support from them.
5. Family members dying.
6. Losing contact with relatives because they have either died or fallen ill.
7. Existential terror of not knowing what's gonna happen once your parents are dead and gone.
True.Might be referring to emotional support.
indeed. this post was too fuckin brutal. holy shit..all of it is true..@admins: pin this
Highest IQ post by Hitman: agent 47 .
As someone in his 30's every goddamn thing mentioned here is true.
Agepill surpasses everything.
You mean you left home and went no-contact? Good for you then, it's not possible to change them, so this is the best and only option. I hope to leave home next year.I turned my back on them when they maybe, just maybe, did care about me, mang
College is definitely the lowest point in the life of an incel.Idk, im only mid 20s but college was definitely worse than where im at rn wageslaving. At least with waging all my free time i can soend with hobbies and copes, instead of having homework and applications and bullshit projects such that im constantly "on the clock" so to speak.
Food sits in your stomach for 15 hours and rots because the stomach muscles don't move it downward into the duodenum.Damn. What happens when that nerve is damaged?
This is absolutely brutal man.I'm 33 and it's pretty much this. Spent all day dealing with work bullshit and playing the corporate game (which is all it is, a game). My health is getting worse, I have horrible digestive issues and have to eat a very restricted and boring diet because of it. My back and shoulders hurt. I've lost interest in most of my hobbies, I maxxed them all out and basically did everything that I could with them until they got boring. Material objects don't even help me cope anymore, they're just more bullshit that needs to be cleaned or maintained. My parents are my entire social life and they are old, if they stick around another 10-15 years is the best I could hope for. All I do now is invest aggressively so I can stop wagecucking eventually. For #7, I can pretty much predict the rest of my life, I'll either be working or aimlessly surfing the internet
coming on here, warning people and posting dots in the sewer is like a stress relief after all the other shit I deal with lol
Beautifully and brutally said. I'm also experiencing the hair and the friend thing you mentioned. I also started to wear glasses since July. The entertainers who you used to be a fan of dying is also another reminder about how you also is getting closer to death.Forgot to mention hair loss, weight gain, grey hairs, the lead in your pencil slowly decreasing, if you catch my drift, and over all drop in testosterone and energy. If you were lucky enough to have friends, you eventually grow apart when they meet a woman and end up getting married and having kids in which case it'll always be a series of failed attempts to get together like old times. Also feel an acceleration in your desire to continue living start decreasing. All the entertainers you grew up with eventually die, and it'll be a very brutal reminder of how things are completely different now, and now those simpler and more innocent days truly are gone forever. Probably more, but that's all I can think of at the moment...
I'll kill myself.Existential terror of not knowing what's gonna happen once your parents are dead and gone.
I'm the local wwirdo in my town as well. Someday I'll show themlocal weirdo who never went anywhere in life.
Exactly. I'll probably go suicide bombing or knife rampage once I have nothing to lose (not now or in the near future, Interpol).If your mother dies before you can make a living, mate, you have a justification to go thugmaxx.
If you are lucky enough, you can save enough money to become a truck driver.
Fuck it then. I'll kill myself.You'll become a ghost. If you get sick, or get into an accident, no one will be there to help you. No one will check on you to ensure you've eaten or dressed properly. No one will be there to help you out financially.
Already suffering this in early 20’s.
Just get a job bro Just get cucked or ignored by foids daily for 8 hours straight at your job bro or just do physical hard labor all day long till your body shuts down for a shitty salary bro???
By your 30s you shouldn't need support from your parents. You should be in a position where you can support them.
This isn't about inceldom, this is about NEETdom. Get a job. If you've ready got a job, get a better job.
0. Carrying around the burden of past failures which you've accumulated throughout your teens and 20s.
1. Indisputably being branded failure at life. You can fake it in your 20s, but in your 30s, there's nowhere to hide.
2. Avoiding meeting new people for fear of judgment leading to growing isolation.
3. Numerous health problems from joints aching, to digestive system issues, to bad memory from years of depression.
4. Family members getting sick and old, meaning there's less support from them.
5. Family members dying.
6. Losing contact with relatives because they have either died or fallen ill.
7. Existential terror of not knowing what's gonna happen once your parents are dead and gone.
Just get a job bro Just get cucked or ignored by foids daily for 8 hours straight at your job bro or just do physical hard labor all day long till your body shuts down for a shitty salary bro
gtfoh
Almost 32 here.I'd rather kill myself before turning 30 year old incel.
thats why im trying really hard not to rope once i hit my 30s but its gonna be tough0. Carrying around the burden of past failures which you've accumulated throughout your teens and 20s.
1. Indisputably being branded failure at life. You can fake it in your 20s, but in your 30s, there's nowhere to hide.
2. Avoiding meeting new people for fear of judgment leading to growing isolation.
3. Numerous health problems from joints aching, to digestive system issues, to bad memory from years of depression.
4. Family members getting sick and old, meaning there's less support from them.
5. Family members dying.
6. Losing contact with relatives because they have either died or fallen ill.
7. Existential terror of not knowing what's gonna happen once your parents are dead and gone.
Pretty confident I'm going to rope.7. Existential terror of not knowing what's gonna happen once your parents are dead and gone.
Best of luck brother.This is right around the corner for me.
Thank you.Best of luck brother.
7. Existential terror of not knowing what's gonna happen once your parents are dead and gone.
It just gets more and more difficult with age.So brutal. Parents are underrated but for lonelycels they're invaluable company. My 20s have been horrible so far and reading this thread makes me more depressed thinking about the 30s approaching