Deleted member 38086
Made in Poland with Italian genes.
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Years of inceldom and depression cause you to be anhedonistic. You lack satisfaction in life with anything you do, nothing makes you happy. This makes you feel about everyday activities as massive chores that you struggle with doing. Going to shop, making a sandwich, making dinner, washing your clothes, trimming your beard, etc. Normal people treat these things as simple pauses between fun and pleasure, for you, these are chores in your life full of despair and dissatisfaction.
I, myself, constantly think about chores. Even if I finish doing some of them, I sit in front of my computer and instantly start thinking of what I have to do next even if it's in the next few hours. I can't focus on anything productive since my mind is completely occupied by those things. It's especially like that when I'm living on my own and not with my mom and have more things to take care of. Life sucks. I am constantly thinking about how each day for the next years will be like this, full of chores and it makes me so fucking depressed. I know I won't be able to live through this for long, I am suicidal and will probably end myself in the next 2 years.
I, myself, constantly think about chores. Even if I finish doing some of them, I sit in front of my computer and instantly start thinking of what I have to do next even if it's in the next few hours. I can't focus on anything productive since my mind is completely occupied by those things. It's especially like that when I'm living on my own and not with my mom and have more things to take care of. Life sucks. I am constantly thinking about how each day for the next years will be like this, full of chores and it makes me so fucking depressed. I know I won't be able to live through this for long, I am suicidal and will probably end myself in the next 2 years.