First i was apolitical just going on with my life and was against trump because i just thought he was a mean racist.
Second, i started questioning a lot of the shit i was thought in school such as ww2 and took part in right wing politics such as rapefugee's invading europe.
Lastly, eventually i came across something called incels and felt that there was no way that was me until i tried and failed. Went into a huge depression spiral that lead me into the blackpill rabbit hole.
Now i am just questioning how long before i lose my mind and kill myself.