In the Memory of KvltWarrior98

[KvltWarrior98]

Hello there, incel community.​

Most of you don't really know this account, and I guess that is to be expected, this username has existed since the very early days of this forum and has been used up until mid 2018 by my late brother.

Almost 2 years ago, the boy behind this account has committed suicide. My younger brother was 20 years old at that time.

His reasons were complex and hard to detail.

Anyways, I guess, all I wanted to say, is: thank you. Thank you, to all of you guys here, for at least giving my brother a bit of comfort in his final days.

Last week, I have found quite accidentally, on Reddit, a post in which a user has inquired about the story about my late brother's internet presence, and I engaged with that user to provide the whole story.

It was accidental, as I was simply searching on Google his username (I do that from time to time), this tiny presence on the internet he has made in late 2017 and early 2018, in the final months of his life, are the only thing that I still have left of him, from his moments of anguish. This and a battered and worn journal (from which I have the password to some of his old accounts). From this forum, he mentioned a few users that have engaged with him: @nausea , @Ledgemund , @Minjaze, and @Tempus Edax Rerum .

Thank you, all of you, for being here for him.

 

[78980n]

RIP.

Another confirmed suicide after @Emergency Manual .

 

[Animecel2D]

I'm sorry to hear this. May he rest in peace

 

[bait____]

RIP boyo

 

[Deleted member 26884]

Rest in peace brother. May St. Blackops2cel bless him to Valhalla.

 

[Deleted member 24125]

rest in peace

 

[shii410]

if not LARP then rip. sad shit. hope your brother is in a better place

 

[slavcel11]

Holy shit this is sad. Rest in peace, fellow incel.

 

[KvltWarrior98]

rest in peace, he liked National Socialist Black Metal .

Thank you!

Yes, I know he enjoyed listening to quite obscure music, I have his cd's still around my house, after we moved his things.

RIP.

Another confirmed suicide after @Emergency Manual .

Thank you,

May @Emergency Manual find his peace too!

I'm sorry to hear this. May he rest in peace

Thank you!

RIP boyo

Thank you!

Rest in peace brother. May St. Blackops2cel bless him to Valhalla.

Thank you!

I don't know of him ever having a religious affiliation, but I can only hope he is in a better place now.

rest in peace

Thank you!

if not LARP then rip. sad shit. hope your brother is in a better place

Thank you!

I hope so too, he struggled and was unsatisfied with this life, I hope - if there is another - the next life is better.

If I may also, what is LARP?

 

[Deleted member 22685]

God damn another one gone, may his soil be light. Anybody from his time know if he at least said goodbye?

LARP?

LARP is used to refer to an instance of someone pretending to be someone or something they are not.

 

[Deleted member 19236]

over for dedcels

 

[Emba]

Just postmaxx for 1:40 hours then kys bro?

I should think this site is a better cope than that!

My condolences bro.

 

[Llama]

@Master (he wants permban) rip to him. Dont know if anyway to totally dleete him off site but you could ask for a perm ban directly like you did

 

[Deleted member 14805]

Damn first @Emergency Manual now another? RIP @KvltWarrior98

I hope he's in a better place now.

 

[KvltWarrior98]

God damn another one gone, may his soil be light. Anybody from his time know if he at least said goodbye?

LARP is used to refer to an instance of someone pretending to be someone or something they are not.

I understand.

Well, I am sorry if there are people who joke about such grave things, especially about death and suicide, in this community.

I can see your pain, just like my brother, you all just want a better life for yourselves.

Damn first @Emergency Manual now another? RIP @KvltWarrior98 View attachment 283612 I hope he's in a better place now.

Thank you!

 

[Deleted member 21230]

May he rest in peace

 

[Deleted member 24256]

Rest In Power bro

 

[KvltWarrior98]

May he rest in peace

Thank you!

Rest In Power bro

Thank you!

@Master (he wants permban) rip to him. Dont know if anyway to totally dleete him off site but you could ask for a perm ban directly like you did

Yes, I have sent a message to the administrator, @SergeantIncel . Asking him for advice on this issue. I hope he responds soon.

 

[Deleted member 26140]

Rest in peace brother. May St. Blackops2cel bless him to Valhalla.

 

[Deleted member 26884]

@FemoidsGTFO Welcome back brother!

 

[Deleted member 26140]

@FemoidsGTFO Welcome back brother!

 

[nihility]

R I P

 

[Linky Love]

LARP stands for live action role play.

Like for example when modern people claim to be Christians but don’t follow any of the cults rules like stoning witches or not having sex outside of marriage etc, etc.

The term “Cargo cult” is also similar although not as widely used.

Cargo cult - Wikipedia

en.m.wikipedia.org

In anycase may your dear brother rest well in Svongarde.

View: https://youtu.be/x2uyWOlKGcM

 

[muharremabi]

Fuck i clearly remember reading his posts because I'm obsessed with incels whom I can relate. From what I read, he was a legit truecel who had severe burn scars and get consistently bullied just because of it.(I have burn scars too so I can relate) I feel like shit. This is basically what awaits me or other truecels like me no doubt. We didn't deserve to suffer like this nor did he. rip

 

[Deleted member 22572]

I'm sorry to hear this. Rip.

 

[KvltWarrior98]

Fuck i clearly remember reading his posts because I'm obsessed with incels whom I can relate. From what I read, he was a legit truecel who had severe burn scars and get consistently bullied just because of it.(I have burn scars too so I can relate) I feel like shit. This is basically what awaits me or other truecels like me no doubt. We didn't deserve to suffer like this nor did he. rip

Yes, my brother was marked. On his face.

I don't know if he ever told the story as to how it all happened, to anyone. But, if you have brought up the subject, well, I might just as well tell you.

It isn't something really out of the ordinary or even remarkable in and of itself, it was indeed an accident that happened when he was 14 years old.

It happened in school, some rowdy kids decided to do mischief in the school yard and set aflame plastic bottles. After they did so, they began throwing them around from one to another in a perverted - if not cruel - game of catch. I still am not quite sure if my brother was actively involved in that thing or not (though considering how introverted and somewhat distant he was with the other kids, I doubt it), but what happened is that somehow one of those plastic bottles which were molten and ablaze to a large extent hit his face.

He had a quite large chunk of a flaming plastic bottle just melt and stick on his left cheek. It burned him quite gravely, leaving him with a third degree scar.

He was indeed quite self-concious about it. Used to wear a scarf a lot of the time to hide it. I believe one of the reasons he also grew his hair out was to hide the scar.

As far as bullying went, it was indeed an issue to him, and to me, I used to talk down on some of the bullies he had in his own God damn class, when he was in his first year of high-school.

But to be fair, I believe the scar itself was not the sole reason as to why he was bullied.

He was a studious and quite remarkable student, if not outright eminent (was selected as valedictorian in his year because of his perfect grades and involvement in the National and International Physics and Mathematics Olymphiad, though he refused to give the speech), he spent a lot of his time in his studies, alone, and had few colleagues with whom he could relate, even fewer - if any - friends, well, outside of family.

I don't know, I just blame myself for a lot of his social struggles in high school. I admit I was a bad brotherly figure to him.

Fucking idiot I was.

LARP stands for live action role play.

Like for example when modern people claim to be Christians but don’t follow any of the cults rules like stoning witches or not having sex outside of marriage etc, etc.

The term “Cargo cult” is also similar although not as widely used.

Cargo cult - Wikipedia

en.m.wikipedia.org

In anycase may your dear brother rest well in Svongarde.

View: https://youtu.be/x2uyWOlKGcM

Skyrim was his favorite video game. I have not played it in 2 years, ever since he was gone.

R I P

Thank you, man!

I'm sorry to hear this. Rip.
View attachment 283652

Thank you!

 

[Deleted member 21324]

Bless @nausea , @Ledgemund , @Minjaze, and @Tempus Edax Rerum.

 

[LeFrenchCel]

Rest in peace brocel

 

[RedIce]

My condolences, may he finally find peace.

 

[Deleted member 21324]

My condolences @KvltWarrior98's brother.
That was an incredibly tough read and sprung up a lot of emotions from within me, which is saying something since I'm a very apathetic individual.
I truly hope your brother has found his peace that he was ever so desperate for. If there is an "afterlife" then I hope that he is enjoying his time away from this fucked up world.
Once again, may your brother rest in peace. I'm truly sorry and remember, it is not your fault.

 

[SupremeG]

I didn't know him but it's always sad to hear when Incels rope at such a young age. He can now watch the sunset together with Elliot Rodger in his BMW Coupé.

 

[copetillirope]

Tough to hear.
Be strong, and may he rest in peace.

 

[Napoléoncel]

May he Rest In Peace, buddy boyo.

 

[hindustan_zindabad]

RIP

 

[Hate_my_life]

May his soul R.I.P

If I ever killmyself, mods for the love of God pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee delete my entire post history.

 

[Deleted member 21324]

If I ever killmyself, mods for the love of God pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee delete my entire post history.

I want this to be the case for me as well.

 

[EyesAreSoCold]

Hello there, incel community.​

Most of you don't really know this account, and I guess that is to be expected, this username has existed since the very early days of this forum and has been used up until mid 2018 by my late brother.

Almost 2 years ago, the boy behind this account has committed suicide. My younger brother was 20 years old at that time.

His reasons were complex and hard to detail.

Anyways, I guess, all I wanted to say, is: thank you. Thank you, to all of you guys here, for at least giving my brother a bit of comfort in his final days.

Last week, I have found quite accidentally, on Reddit, a post in which a user has inquired about the story about my late brother's internet presence, and I engaged with that user to provide the whole story.

It was accidental, as I was simply searching on Google his username (I do that from time to time), this tiny presence on the internet he has made in late 2017 and early 2018, in the final months of his life, are the only thing that I still have left of him, from his moments of anguish. This and a battered and worn journal (from which I have the password to some of his old accounts). From this forum, he mentioned a few users that have engaged with him: @nausea , @Ledgemund , @Minjaze, and @Tempus Edax Rerum .

Thank you, all of you, for being here for him.

damn im sorry
RIP

 

[happiless]

Good for him that he manged to kill himself instead of continuing to live as an incel.

 

[js__stillhere]

So sorry to hear this.
Rest in peace.

 

[cutthroat]

my condolences and RIP

 

[Deleted member 27159]

RIP brocel. May Saint Elliot Rodger bless you in your afterlife

 

[HyperVersager_4EVER]

My condolences, damn. I am happy that he isn't suffering anymore.

 

[Deleted member 20195]

RIP atleast he's at peace now.

 

[YogiBear]

Sorry to hear that. R.I.P.

I wish society would at least acknowledge men problems in 2020. The suicide rate for men is too high. More men than ever are living lonely in solitude. It´s not going to get any better in my opinion.

 

[System Restore]

Before you "RIP" him apart without knowing anything about him or (not) figure out if this is a larp...

https://removeddit.com/r/IncelsWith...yd/i_came_across_an_interesting_place_on_the/

I actually came to speak with kvltwarrior98's brother.

The guy behind the username was a 20 year old medical student from Romania, who did actually tell the truth - as extreme as it all sounded on incels.co - in his posts.

He lived alone, was more or less completely friendless, had actually suffered from a disfiguring accident and was excelling in his studies, and was, as far as I could tell, a really intelligent and extremely well read individual (especially considering his young age). Apparently, he was actually diagnosed with a severe depressive disorder a few years before his suicide, while in a the psychiatric evaluation, it was assessed that displayed a quite stereotypical form of the scizoid personality disorder.

He was a troubled soul, his death was a tragedy. How he ended up on incel forums, I don't know, but what he left behind - what his brother sent me - is quite something in regards to the quality of a few philosophical essays he has elaborated. At, 20, it's really impressive.

Previous suicide attempt

By the time you read this...

> ... I will already be dead. > I am sorry. >
> Alex (kvltwarror98)

With grief in my heart I honor my best friend's wish to post this goodbye note here, in the memory of who he once was, known to reddit as u/kvltwarrior98.

During the night of the 31st of May he took his own life, by hanging himself in his apartament. He suffered from depression and had mostly isolated himself completely from the world.

Alex has instructed me in a final note to post the title and the quoted content on this particular place of the internet. He must have had a strong connection to this place, as he seems to have participated here for about 1 year.

He was 20, he died a sad man.

This account will soon be terminated.

Fratele tau în viață şi în moarte, chiar dăca poate nu avem acelaşi sânge.

Mihai

I am still alive...

Remember u/kvltwarrior98? Most probably not...

Thing is that my last post on that account was made by my best friend after; well; after I was hospitalized in the local psychiatric ward. The reasons... well, you can only guess them.

Michael thought that deleting my account and posting my final note (had I succeeded with what I wanted to do) here (actually on r/ForeverAlone I think, not quite sure) would be beneficial for my state of mind. I have no ideea if he talked with any of you or anything, he only said something about someone messaging me desperately about my health, tough he didn't say exactly who that user was... Well, whoever you are, thanks for actually caring, I was kind of shocked when I heard about that.

Thing is that I am alive, well and a bit better, despite all the drugs they keep sedating me with. I should be thankful that I survived actually... the experience was... damn.

Anyway, most probably I will continue to be active in this community, after all you guys were the only ones who offered me support when I needed it. And I made some friends here, which - if anything - is a great success in life for me.

Let's just pretend that this is his suicide note. Because no one actually cares and this thread will be on it's second page of virtue signaling comments before I could put together more information about him.

The stupendous revelation that even your fellow FAers seem to have more experience than you do...

Shoutout to all those who are completely devoid of any sort of romantic/emotional/sexual experience.

Seriously tough, I have just noticed that a lot of my fellow companions in despair (aka fellow FAers) did at one point in their lives get some sort of meaningful interaction with their preferred gender (there are just so many posts about that); maybe I just imagine things, but it just so seems that the number of absolute KHHV is quite low.

Thinking of it, the last time I've genuinely interacted - as in speaking more than a basic exchange of formalities - with with a girl (excluding my family/family friends and my psychiatrist) is about 2 years ago. No, I'm not even joking. I wish I were...

Even tough I am in university and quite literally the only guy in my appointed study group (I don't know it that is a thing in the US), I do not even speak to my colleagues - they already see me as a freak, a disfigured and creepy freak. I barely speak to everyone in fact...

Some people around here at least had a short relationship or two in their lives, maybe a date, or even simply have some female friends. For fuck's sake - I will admit it now - I have honestly grown to be even a bit envious on those who knew that someone felt attracted to them but never acted on that due to anxiety/depression/mental disorders. At least the mere concept of a person - quite literally anyone - liking them is a faint possibility.

Gods damn it... KvltWarrior98 you fucking idiot, why don't you just get that rope already?

(Not intending to actually do it, too afraid after last time)

 

[Billowel]

Hello there, incel community.​

Most of you don't really know this account, and I guess that is to be expected, this username has existed since the very early days of this forum and has been used up until mid 2018 by my late brother.

Almost 2 years ago, the boy behind this account has committed suicide. My younger brother was 20 years old at that time.

His reasons were complex and hard to detail.

Anyways, I guess, all I wanted to say, is: thank you. Thank you, to all of you guys here, for at least giving my brother a bit of comfort in his final days.

Last week, I have found quite accidentally, on Reddit, a post in which a user has inquired about the story about my late brother's internet presence, and I engaged with that user to provide the whole story.

It was accidental, as I was simply searching on Google his username (I do that from time to time), this tiny presence on the internet he has made in late 2017 and early 2018, in the final months of his life, are the only thing that I still have left of him, from his moments of anguish. This and a battered and worn journal (from which I have the password to some of his old accounts). From this forum, he mentioned a few users that have engaged with him: @nausea , @Ledgemund , @Minjaze, and @Tempus Edax Rerum .

Thank you, all of you, for being here for him.

My condolences. I joined the forum much later,so i never got to know him.The life of an incel is a pretty shitty life and i am amazed that you had the balls to come in here(most normies want nothing to do with incels).I hope that the lord jesus christ has given him a chance to repent and i hope that the lord will console your heart and your familys.Grief chokes the hearts of man.

 

[Speed]

Salute brah. Sorry to hear about a bro losing his life.

 

[Michinomiya Hirohit]

shit am i the next one? rip may he be a chad in the enxt life

 

[System Restore]

Google cache

Did the mods edit this out?

PS: If there is a possibility, I would ask the administrators of this website to direct me towards a way to delete this account? I want this sad chapter to close, for I have saved in a personal archive what was to be saved from my late brother's writings, comments and ideas. I know that what is put on the internet, probably stays there forever, but at least, if there is a way to make this username non-indexable by search engines?

Keep crying for him.

 

[loserkarthusplayer]

Rest in peace