I am sorry to hear that. I am a white nazi and I hate to see when people hate themselves for their ethnicity or feel mogged by whites.
After all the best thing seems to be to keep people separated... if you're filipino/chinese it may be a bit hard, but you can still relate back to your ancestors and try to adapt some smart imperial chinese/chill island rice attitude.
Just like blacks are proud of being lazy, laying in the sun, peaching the "african way of life". For us it may be silly, but for them its the ideal.
That is what you need to achive for yourself. Heads up brother