Id like to forget about women. They make me suffer so much. What is even the point of desiring something you cant get, that hates you and makes you completely miserable?
I thought many times about escortcelling, but whenever im close to do it i back off. I just dont go throught it. I feel i will feel even worse about myself after my hour has finished and my money has been spent. This is what prevents me from escortcelling.
Im tired of foidz. Im fucking tired of my libido and sadly i cant remove it from my body because in some way it also keeps me in ok health.
I try to cope every day, with drugz, vidya, studying and practicing guitar by myself , working out at home ... but still. I cant, i cant be in peace.
How can i even control my libidio. I dont want to crave sex. It just RUINZ my life for real.
I thought many times about escortcelling, but whenever im close to do it i back off. I just dont go throught it. I feel i will feel even worse about myself after my hour has finished and my money has been spent. This is what prevents me from escortcelling.
Im tired of foidz. Im fucking tired of my libido and sadly i cant remove it from my body because in some way it also keeps me in ok health.
I try to cope every day, with drugz, vidya, studying and practicing guitar by myself , working out at home ... but still. I cant, i cant be in peace.
How can i even control my libidio. I dont want to crave sex. It just RUINZ my life for real.
