Do as the title says ill be back in the morning to read these posts 
In general how shit has your life been (trauma dump write your full life and how shit it is)
It's always been over. Not much else to say.
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This is a digression, but honestly, the word trauma dump is such a feminine word in my opinion. Foids always complain about being traumatized for everything. Nothing against you though.
I've living in denial or most of my life, only recently have I accepted my situation.
I can remember being verbally abused by my parents and teachers all the way back when I was only 5 years old. If I did something even slightly wrong, my “dad” would smack me on the ass so hard. When I was 6, I remember getting physically assaulted by a foid teacher for misbehaving in class. That is the earliest assaults that I can recall and I remember them all just like yesterday. Many more have happened but I don’t want this to go on too long. I’m now 19 and I can only trust my sex doll in this world. She won’t judge me, belittle me, assault me, or leave me.
Pretty shit overall tbh
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Nothing really happened in my life. I just went to school and studycelled. I used to talk with kids in the school but never after the school ended. So i guess they were just acquaintances and not friends. Never saw myself as a sexual creature but something of an entirely different specie. I really find it hard to digest that foids are even real and that humans are 'sexual' animals. Makes me feel really strange to think about it and even nauseous at times. It's not the lack of companionship that hurts me but rather it's existence. I wish i was a namekian(sexless aliens from DBZ anime).
Just kinda boring and sad for the most part, really. I don't even have a fun NEET story, just the most boring NEET life story you could possibly have: bumble along through school completely alone for years, then finally graduate and become pretty much fully house-bound. Bleh.
Agreed
Its sad to see but childhood abuse has a lifetime affect fucks us up more sadly if only
Sadly the biological purpose of life is so sad
Stable atleast
Can't even think another word expect trauma dump sorry ig
Relatable
every little mistake I made was brutally punished by my parents. I was regularly whipped like a slave with a belt or backhanded in the face. It was so long ago now but I still carry the anger and trauma from being abused like this while so young
Relatable but sad
So bad that I have come to the conclusion that life is not worth it, the moral thing to do would be to wipe out all life so there is no suffering anymore. There have probably been countless lives who have suffered much more than I can even comprehend, and the few privileged people say that life is good, the world is good, God is good etc. they have no idea. I wish they would all be tortured until they agreed that life is evil and cruel, they are the bourgeosie of this system, the ones who benefit while everyone and everything else suffers unimaginable pain. We live in a hell realmDo as the title says ill be back in the morning to read these posts
Everyone suffers unless your the top 10% sad some have different types
I hated every second of it, I was always the black sheep of the class back in school, every person I ever met never wanted to talk to me, the closest I ever had to a friend was short conversations I had wirh normies in elementary/middle school, I was always bullied, never got a break from it, I've been suicidal since a very young age and had a messed up head aswell, I imagined every person that bullied me suffering and dying, I was never mentally healthy once in my life, I did try to retaliate against my bullies once, I punched a guy in the face and the next day him and his friends beat the shit out of me, they kicked me multiple times and threw me against the wall to punch me while I couldn't do shit, later when I went to high school at the age of 13, I stopped talking completely, in hopes of finally being left alone, it didn't do shit, normies targeted me for being a quiet autistic manlet loser that never had any friends, I had a pretty bad stutter aswell, that was one of the first things they mocked me for by making chicken sounds and copying me to mock me, I remember hiding in the bathroom every day before class started so I wouldn't have to deal with bullies, but I would still get insulted every time the teacher left the classroom, sometimes they even threw stuff at me, whenever I told the teacher, all she did was tell them to stop and didn't take any further action to punish them, when I was 16 I finally dropped out and started NEETing, ever since then, I've been at slightly more peace, I'm still extremely depressed about the fact that I never had a girlfriend or the fact I never had friends, now at the age of 22, all my life is about is smoking weed, never leaving my home, and waiting for death to come.
I used to think that my life was a tragedy but now i realise it's a fucking comedy.
it was horrible, I hope everyone that bullied me catches a cancer and dies
I have nothing but hate left for society, I fucking hate everything
nothing happened
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I wish that everybody who treated me like shit gets to experience the same thing back, or even worse. Maybe they would realize that messing around with people isnt all that cool after all
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i cant fucking stand isolation anymore. i just feel so lost. dont have any prospects in life.
you get born, have years stolen from you in school, then you eventually have to wagecuck. The time that is worthwhile is the one away ffom all this spent with someone you love. Unfortunately, I dont have anybody. Thus, at the end of the day, theres nothing meaningful left.
All i end up do when im free is just lay in bed and sleep or jerk off. Everything I wanted to do, all the experiences i wanted to share with others, none of them will ever be realized.
you get born, have years stolen from you in school, then you eventually have to wagecuck. The time that is worthwhile is the one away ffom all this spent with someone you love. Unfortunately, I dont have anybody. Thus, at the end of the day, theres nothing meaningful left.
All i end up do when im free is just lay in bed and sleep or jerk off. Everything I wanted to do, all the experiences i wanted to share with others, none of them will ever be realized.
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