Imagine if you had your first kiss today. With a woman your age and since her teen years she's had not only dozens other mouths on her lips but much more so 30 different dicks of guys she doesn't even know by name. Those are the lips that you now clumsily press your face against. You use either too much or to little tongue, your head posture is all wrong because you never learned how to lean in correctly. You don't know how much pressure to use, when to stop or go for more, you cannot enjoy any of it because all you can think of is "performing", to deliver, to try and be on par with everyone else she's had, or else she will shout at literally everyone what a pathetic kisser you are and how you probably never had a woman in your life.
Everyone your age has been doing this for a decade or more. You feel like a toddler who is learning how to draw A, B and C while everyone else is writing essays. You realize what a failure you are. Middle-school kids are sticking tongues down each others' throats while you are a grown man who's never touched a woman. It quite literally never began.
Everyone your age has been doing this for a decade or more. You feel like a toddler who is learning how to draw A, B and C while everyone else is writing essays. You realize what a failure you are. Middle-school kids are sticking tongues down each others' throats while you are a grown man who's never touched a woman. It quite literally never began.
