Yeah, I understand that. I can guarantee 99% if people would have roped by now struggling like I have. Honestly, roping would probably be smarter in all honesty sometimes. When I was 16, I was passing out 10 times a day, my heart was acting up, and my whole body felt like absolute shit 24/7. It was like this for a year, and I can guarantee I would never do it again because it wouldn’t be worth it. I am much better now physically though. Once you push through so much suffering like we do, we become more and more jaded and bitter as time goes on. We also become more used to it and tougher, so less likely to rope under the same pain as when it started. Most people who roped early actually saved themselves more suffering and put an end to it before they became someone their parents are ashamed of. Not encouraging roping of course. I believe we should try to cope and enjoy what we can unless the suffering is so severe it truly is inhumane to keep putting yourself through it.