I've been trying for months and months to lighten and take better care of my skin along with exercising and grooming properly, but it seems that nothing I do works and is just in vain, mainly including my facial asymmetry and the shade of my skin from UV damage in contrast to the fair and smooth skin I had as a kid. I'm tired of getting strange/condescending looks when out for a cardio run or just a walk due to my frame and facial bones.
I want to have a life and I want to succesd but I can't. I was born ethnic and the polar opposite of what society deems handsome in men including looking like a prettyfag, which I'm not, can't move forward, feeling like my life is falling apart due to the distress this causes, and I just can't seem to better, brutally honest person herr rated me a 5 whereas most say the same. 5-6 usually. I'm honestly considering just breaking into my investments and getting a small surgery that can bring me up a point at least. I have subhuman frame.
I want to have a life and I want to succesd but I can't. I was born ethnic and the polar opposite of what society deems handsome in men including looking like a prettyfag, which I'm not, can't move forward, feeling like my life is falling apart due to the distress this causes, and I just can't seem to better, brutally honest person herr rated me a 5 whereas most say the same. 5-6 usually. I'm honestly considering just breaking into my investments and getting a small surgery that can bring me up a point at least. I have subhuman frame.
