Venting I'm turning 23; can't imagine being here as 30yo

[Hopium]

thERe won't be a better place for me to LDAR so I wouldn't be anywhere else
if I become wizard I'll be posting here 100%
But I don't wanna live that long

Suicide is cucked and so is living as a subhuman

question to oldcels
How are you?

 

[govnyaker]

30
its good, i start living alone and actually having my own money for copes
vidya, music, food and cooming thats it, how i survive
also tanmaxx during summer

 

[turbocuckcel_7000]

you literally just rot to death aside from your shitty 9-5

 

[Alone75]

I remember being 23 and how lonely and sexually frustrated I felt and everyone around having girlfriends or hooking up at the weekend. Nothing ever worked out for me, with being ignored or rejected after I approached after some alcohol for courage, it made my confidence lower and I felt a nervous wreck around women which made things even harder of course. In hindsight I should have gone to one of the local massage parlours [they've all been closed down here now] and paid for extras to lose my v card]

Maybe things could have turned around, or I could have found at least 1 woman that wanted to develop things, who knows? 24 years later I'm still in the same boat.

 

[happiless]

you literally just rot to death aside from your shitty 9-5

This. I'm rotting physically and mentally. I'm not sure how I'd feel without my antidepressants but even on them I feel dead inside. Work is ironically the only thing that keeps me going since whenever I'm not in meetings it's the only thing that distracts me from my joke of an existence. It's like a video game in which I get good boy points for writing code. Not sure how long I can keep this up before roping but it'll be a while it seems, my antidepressants have turned me into a productive soulless wageslave.

 

[BraincelsRefugee]

I remember being 23 and how lonely and sexually frustrated I felt and everyone around having girlfriends or hooking up at the weekend. Nothing ever worked out for me, with being ignored or rejected after I approached after some alcohol for courage, it made my confidence lower and I felt a nervous wreck around women which made things even harder of course. In hindsight I should have gone to one of the local massage parlours [they've all been closed down here now] and paid for extras to lose my v card]

Maybe things could have turned around, or I could have found at least 1 woman that wanted to develop things, who knows? 24 years later I'm still in the same boat.

You are 47 holy shit. How are you still alive? Massive respect

Also you know you are giga truecel since foids didn't even give you the time of day before tinder and soycial media

 

[Alone75]

You are 47 holy shit. How are you still alive? Massive respect

Also you know you are giga truecel since foids didn't even give you the time of day before tinder and soycial media

I don't feel I'm alive, I just exist and I'm at home all day usually being NEET again too.

 

[Nihilistic Lowlife]

Yeah this is why im gonna rope before 30

 

[BraincelsRefugee]

I don't feel I'm alive, I just exist and I'm at home all day usually

Can relate, did you feel that time is passing much faster now? Does it feel like it was just yesterday that you were 23

being NEET again too.

Omega based, congrats on being able to successfully neet at 47

 

[Alone75]

Can relate, did you feel that time is passing much faster now? Does it feel like it was just yesterday that you were 23

After I turned 30, the years seemed to fly by scarily fast really.

 

[BraincelsRefugee]

After I turned 30, the years seemed to fly by scarily fast really.

Hmm, I'll be there in 7 years

 

[ControlledInsanity]

Everything sucks. Everyone else in your age group around you are having kids, getting married, moving to new places. Holding onto old copes is like trying to grasp sand.

 

[Mr.Sophistication]

This place will be scrubbed until then, dont worry.

 

[Hopium]

I remember being 23 and how lonely and sexually frustrated I felt and everyone around having girlfriends or hooking up at the weekend. Nothing ever worked out for me, with being ignored or rejected after I approached after some alcohol for courage, it made my confidence lower and I felt a nervous wreck around women which made things even harder of course. In hindsight I should have gone to one of the local massage parlours [they've all been closed down here now] and paid for extras to lose my v card]

Maybe things could have turned around, or I could have found at least 1 woman that wanted to develop things, who knows? 24 years later I'm still in the same boat.

Sounds like hell

This. I'm rotting physically and mentally. I'm not sure how I'd feel without my antidepressants but even on them I feel dead inside. Work is ironically the only thing that keeps me going since whenever I'm not in meetings it's the only thing that distracts me from my joke of an existence. It's like a video game in which I get good boy points for writing code. Not sure how long I can keep this up before roping but it'll be a while it seems, my antidepressants have turned me into a productive soulless wageslave.

anti-depressants fucking suck
they don't fix a shitty life
just make you numb to how shitty it feels
they work for 2 months maybe then you realize you are a zombie and want to go back to feeling sad because it's better than nothing

After I turned 30, the years seemed to fly by scarily fast really.

the less experiences you have in your time the quicker it flies
also the brain is aging and your heart and metabolism are slowing down so no surprise you perceive time less

 

[Deleted member 41551]

30
its good, i start living alone and actually having my own money for copes
vidya, music, food and cooming thats it, how i survive
also tanmaxx during summer

I have nothing to add to this as a fellow wizard. This basically sums up my existence as well. 30.

 

[Inherent]

26. i look 15/16. khhv because women my age see me as a child.

 

[BarrelStuffer]

4 more years for me

 

[Don Vito]

I remember being 23 and how lonely and sexually frustrated I felt and everyone around having girlfriends or hooking up at the weekend. Nothing ever worked out for me, with being ignored or rejected after I approached after some alcohol for courage, it made my confidence lower and I felt a nervous wreck around women which made things even harder of course. In hindsight I should have gone to one of the local massage parlours [they've all been closed down here now] and paid for extras to lose my v card]

Maybe things could have turned around, or I could have found at least 1 woman that wanted to develop things, who knows? 24 years later I'm still in the same boat.

Would you ascend with overweight girl or your fine?

 

[ilieknothing]

I’m a wizard and I’ve given up. I look quite young though so it’s not as bad, in that people don’t think it’s wrong I don’t have a wife cause they think I’m young

 

[Uvertz]

30 y old Wizard here aswell. never had a girlfriend, this is painfull a lot .Sometimes i think that i have a chance to ascend next years, sometimes i think that its' over. Don't know the next years, but i think that it's really over. just LDAR. I like life despite all this shit so not going to rope. And i 'm christian aswell so roping is not a option.

 

[Alone75]

Would you ascend with overweight girl or your fine?

You ask that like you think I have the option. Overweight, uglier and older women have rejected me too in the past and still do on dating apps. I just delete them and try again after a few months with the same result.

 

[Don Vito]

You ask that like you think I have the option. Overweight, uglier and older women have rejected me too in the past and still do on dating apps. I just delete them and try again after a few months with the same result.

But why dating apps? Standards are hell there for reasons we all know.

 

[Alone75]

But why dating apps? Standards are hell there for reasons we all know.

Where else do I try, going to bars/clubs is suicide fuel. Especially alone as I'd have to really.

 

[AutisticMonstrosity]

very bad, thank you for asking

 

[AdamnKilla001]

thERe won't be a better place for me to LDAR so I wouldn't be anywhere else
if I become wizard I'll be posting here 100%
But I don't wanna live that long

Suicide is cucked and so is living as a subhuman

question to oldcels
How are you?

Im 20 and am trying to max out my income so I can enjoy things like sex. Income and education so far have been the biggest hurdles

 

[Izayacel]

The rotting is infinite Anguish

 

[RuudVanNistelrooy]

When i was 27 or 28 i finally realized i will not get a loving 5 or above girlfriend.Just cope with escorts,movies,art.

 

[RuudVanNistelrooy]

I’m a wizard and I’ve given up. I look quite young though so it’s not as bad, in that people don’t think it’s wrong I don’t have a wife cause they think I’m young

Not good,they will laugh at you when they realize your real age.

 

[lonelycurry26]

It happens very easily. You dont have control on your fate as a unattractive guy and years go by fast. One day you will be 25, dann two years later 27 and then it will take just 3 years and you reach 30.

 

[ilieknothing]

Not good,they will laugh at you when they realize your real age.

I don’t reveal my real age though. I liemaxx

 

[Don Vito]

Where else do I try, going to bars/clubs is suicide fuel. Especially alone as I'd have to really.

It may sound bluepilled and boomer af. But why don´t try salsa courses? You may found a single and chubby mother to settle down. Well, if your not desperate.

 

[Alone75]

It may sound bluepilled and boomer af. But why don´t try salsa courses? You may found a single and chubby mother to settle down. Well, if your not desperate.

I'll skip that I think.

 

[Don Vito]

I'll skip that I think.

Dude you can find good assets there like the girl in the middle. Sure she´s younger than you

This is better than going dating apps kek.

 

[Alone75]

Dude you can find good assets there like the girl in the middle. Sure she´s younger than you
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This is better than going dating apps kek.

I hate dancing and those foids won't be single and I would be seen as an ass not an asset for them anyway if any are.

 

[Hopium]

I'll skip that I think.

Can't blame you