SuicideFuel Im the laughing stock of everybody and its the only way im accepted. (im tired of this i wanna ER)

[hatepilled]

It's as if im just an item for their entertainment.

I've been lurking on this sight for the past few weeks (ive known about it since before but was told itd just make my case worse) and ive realised how relieving it is that i relate to people on her and that im not some outcast that nobody will ever understand, and now im deciding to share my own stories and rant because ive gotta cope some way.

It's seriously not fair how tall chad can walk into a room and immediately have everyone's attention on him in an instant. It's not fair how the htn with high averageness can get people's attention with one word, while i sit in my small group of friends making a fool of myself just to have them like me. Random people call me ugly that I dont even know, and im cursed to be sub 6 foot, so the only way i get through my day is by being an ltn jester. Its so over i feel like a cuck being the laughing stock of all my friends. I come to school in the morning and the only way they laugh (at me of course not with me) is if i make a fool of myself by saying some stupid shit or hurting myself in a "funny way." Then the foids in my class have the audacity to cry over a simple math exam that takes the brainpower of a 12 year old and say "i wanna kms." I hate all these people so much i just wanna LDAR already. These people are lucky i dont ER.

Mb if too long.

 

[Animecel2D]

brutal first post

 

[hatepilled]

brutal first post

lol ive seen your posts everywhere since ive been lurking and im shocked at your number of posts

 

[Zero53]

Best if you just forget about them, now that you know you can't gain approval, feel free to cope, be a weeb or whatever is comfortable

 

[Izayacel]

Own apartment + neetbux + small town

 

[hatepilled]

Own apartment + neetbux + small town

too young and i dont have much of a stable future ahead of me because of these fucking normies

 

[hatepilled]

Best if you just forget about them, now that you know you can't gain approval, feel free to cope, be a weeb or whatever is comfortable

my cope was attention, the fact that they even laughed at me gave me hope that maybe theyd accept me for me. but nah it was never true its over and the only way i can cope is by ranting on this site.

 

[Zero53]

my cope was attention, the fact that they even laughed at me gave me hope that maybe theyd accept me for me. but nah it was never true its over and the only way i can cope is by ranting on this site.

Forget that attention, those people just act evil, I tried jestermaxxing too once...never again

 

[Leon98]

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[Deleted member 8078]

Brutal post, man. I've experienced similar things, people would just ignore me no matter what I say or how loud I say it. I frequently have nightmares where I scream at the top of my lungs yet nobody responds.

Then the foids in my class have the audacity to cry over a simple math exam that takes the brainpower of a 12 year old and say "i wanna kms."

Yet they like to pretend they're strong and independent women. Thanks kikes, thanks feminism.

 

[Blackpill Monk]

brutal first post

 

[hatepilled]

Brutal post, man. I've experienced similar things, people would just ignore me no matter what I say or how loud I say it. I frequently have nightmares where I scream at the top of my lungs yet nobody responds.


Yet they like to pretend they're strong and independent women. Thanks kikes, thanks feminism.

lol its so depressing how i move schools because of the last school forcing me into inceldom, and this one just makes it worse. ive been doomed since i was young. i have an older brother whose 3 years older and he mogs me in every aspect. hes smart, tall, high htn, he has high averageness, healthy curly hair, used to have clear skin, he has a good frame and crazy muscle, its not fair, it never was. i was so young and kinda still am, but im way more mature than these cuck normies my age.

 

[kruffy]

I come to school in the morning

Kids.is

But yeah, I get you. I jestermaxxed in school for a year and then moved on since I realized that these people don't give a fuck about me and would never help me if I needed it. If the social interaction is not improving your life then stop jestermaxxing. Just focus on school. Obviously still try to be somewhat social if that's not obvious. We're social animals.

Then the foids in my class have the audacity to cry over a simple math exam that takes the brainpower of a 12 year old and say "i wanna kms." I hate all these people so much i just wanna LDAR already. These people are lucky i dont ER.

Normies and foids have no idea how easy they have it. Unironically tho don't focus on how easy they have it. Acknowledge it and move on. Accept that this is how it is. It'll eat you up inside if you let it. Just focus on your own happiness.

 

[SlayerSlayer]

ITS BECAUSE YOU DONT DESERVE LOVE SEX OR ATTENTION

ALL YOU DESERVE IS THE HUMILIATION FOR BEING BORN UGLY AND THIS IS BY DESIGN FROM A CHAD LOVING GOD

 

[hatepilled]

Kids.is

lol ive experienced much more and am much more mature than people years older

 

[hatepilled]

Normies and foids have no idea how easy they have it. Unironically tho don't focus on how easy they have it. Acknowledge it and move on. Accept that this is how it is. It'll eat you up inside if you let it. Just focus on your own happiness.

there is no happiness to focus on

 

[BlackPilledNormi]

Those people arent your friends, they are bullies hide as youre friends to make fun of you, because they enjoy it and they can improve their own social status by putting you down

And just in regards of your title, I dont want to reaffirm you, but if you go ER your gonna have their attention and they wont laugh over you

 

[hatepilled]

Those people arent your friends, they are bullies hide as youre friends to make fun of you, because they enjoy it and they can improve their own social status by putting you down

ive gone through this my whole life even after leaving my old school but ive said this every time someone told me something like this. if i leave them ill have no one id rather have bully friends than be seen as a loner.

 

[Cuckoja]

I did the same in first 4 grades to hang out with popular kids. Then i got hit by a car and something snapped in me and i stopped. Guess who started making fun of me daily.

Even now even though i don't jestermax, i just keep quiet and im nice to everyone, eventually everyone sees my meekness as permission to make jokes on my account.

You cannot win if others dont respect you.

 

[hatepilled]

I did the same in first 4 grades to hang out with popular kids. Then i got hit by a car and something snapped in me and i stopped. Guess who started making fun of me daily.

Even now even though i don't jestermax, i just keep quiet and im nice to everyone, eventually everyone sees my meekness as permission to make jokes on my account.

You cannot win if others dont respect you.

i dont go quiet because if i go quiet they throw insults at me like im some kind of rage room they can throw their insults onto and mentally abuse until i finally fight back. i could easily beat these people to pulps but im not gonna risk trouble

 

[Cuckoja]

i dont go quiet because if i go quiet they throw insults at me like im some kind of rage room they can throw their insults onto and mentally abuse until i finally fight back. i could easily beat these people to pulps but im not gonna risk trouble

That what happened to me. Few times we got into each other faces and i couldve beat them to pulp. But i was always afraid of the consequences. I wish i did beat them up though. Best to try gradually moving away from them, better alone than a clown, trust me. And once school is finished, its like those people never existed.

 

[hatepilled]

That what happened to me. Few times we got into each other faces and i couldve beat them to pulp. But i was always afraid of the consequences. I wish i did beat them up though. Best to try gradually moving away from them, better alone than a clown, trust me. And once school is finished, its like those people never existed.

i hope it feels like that when im finally finished with school

 

[Cuckoja]

i hope it feels like that when im finally finished with school

It will trust me. After a while you will barely recognize them on the streets.

 

[starved manlet]

It's as if im just an item for their entertainment.

I've been lurking on this sight for the past few weeks (ive known about it since before but was told itd just make my case worse) and ive realised how relieving it is that i relate to people on her and that im not some outcast that nobody will ever understand, and now im deciding to share my own stories and rant because ive gotta cope some way.

It's seriously not fair how tall chad can walk into a room and immediately have everyone's attention on him in an instant. It's not fair how the htn with high averageness can get people's attention with one word, while i sit in my small group of friends making a fool of myself just to have them like me. Random people call me ugly that I dont even know, and im cursed to be sub 6 foot, so the only way i get through my day is by being an ltn jester. Its so over i feel like a cuck being the laughing stock of all my friends. I come to school in the morning and the only way they laugh (at me of course not with me) is if i make a fool of myself by saying some stupid shit or hurting myself in a "funny way." Then the foids in my class have the audacity to cry over a simple math exam that takes the brainpower of a 12 year old and say "i wanna kms." I hate all these people so much i just wanna LDAR already. These people are lucky i dont ER.

Mb if too long.

Same if low inhibit the only way to coexist with these animals is to make stupid faces and slapstick comedy . The amount of retardation from normies is crazy they couldn't even perceive the mind of a true human with the inteligence of above 80 iq

 

[SK6208]

I feel this to an insane extent and trust me, I know how you feel but that is the life. You can learn to endure and adapt and make sure it happens as little as possible by not putting yourself in situations where it could happen but you are still gonna have to endure the bullshit.

 

[hatepilled]

I feel this to an insane extent and trust me, I know how you feel but that is the life. You can learn to endure and adapt and make sure it happens as little as possible by not putting yourself in situations where it could happen but you are still gonna have to endure the bullshit.

the attention was a coping mechanism for me until a few days ago so now i try and avoid it the most i can but it always finds me, thanks for advice tho

 

[SK6208]

the attention was a coping mechanism for me until a few days ago so now i try and avoid it the most i can but it always finds me, thanks for advice tho

Fair enough. I don't know your situation but that's my take tbh. Becoming socially paranoid was the only way for me to escape being ridiculed

 

[hatepilled]

Fair enough. I don't know your situation but that's my take tbh. Becoming socially paranoid was the only way for me to escape being ridiculed

no matter what i do they always find ways to judge me. ugly incels life will never get better

 

[ColderManTruce]

Own apartment + neetbux + small town