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Edmund_Kemper
Disregard my larping efforts. I can’t change it.
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i only got my associates degree from community college after going for 4 years. my bitch mom fucked me up and was a shitty helicopter parent resulting in me only being able to handle 2 classes (i hate that cunt). i took a break under covid and went NEET this school year. now i am planning to transfer to a 4 year uni, but problem is, i'll be turning 24 in the autumn.
i'm worried i will be avoided/laughed at for being older. people won't wanna hang out with me because of my age, and fucking conformist normies will say "hurr durr you need to hang out with your own age group you weirdo hurr durr!!11 ". well problem is, in many uni i have planned to go to, only about a quarter are 22-29, and many of them are probably grad students, and i won't meet many grad students as an undergrad because we won't have classes and they'll be on a different part of campus and many won't be friends with undergrads. so this means i'll have to hang out with undergrads and a tiny minority will be over 22, which means if i restrict myself to only people my age, i'll struggle making friends, and if i struggle to only dating girls my age, i'll struggle finding a GF. i have no other choice but to talk to 18-21 year olds. but society is all like "but muh social norms" and say its "creepy" to talk to someone a few years younger even though the word "creepy" is subjective and a social construct. it used to be "creepy" for a white person to hang out with a black person in the 1950s. social norms are for cowardly chickenshit conformist faggots. we are so segregated by age while we used to be segregated by race (we're still segregated by race but not too segregated, we're extremely segregated by age). age segregation doesn't exist on this forum. and i don't care how old my friends are if i have any.
i'm scared being older will mean that students won't talk to me and girls won't date me due to the extreme stigma against age differences in friendships and of course relationships/sex. everyone else i meet always hangs out with people exactly their own age. but i want to get my bachelors degree.
i went to community college, there isn't any stigma against older students there even if you're 90, but uni students are cliquey and ridicule any undergrad who is over 23. i just want a bachelor's degree, but i don't wanna attend community college because i never could make friends there when you just go to class and go back home. and everyone there barely spoke to each other. fuck this world! i also am afraid of going to a party even if i ever get invited. when you're 24, i feel even being an undergrad won't be an excuse to go to a college party. should i lie to students and say i'm 20 or 21? and if i make friends and only hang out with my own age, what do i do? every time i meet someone i ask their age to make sure i'm okay with being friends with them? WTF!
i'm worried i will be avoided/laughed at for being older. people won't wanna hang out with me because of my age, and fucking conformist normies will say "hurr durr you need to hang out with your own age group you weirdo hurr durr!!11 ". well problem is, in many uni i have planned to go to, only about a quarter are 22-29, and many of them are probably grad students, and i won't meet many grad students as an undergrad because we won't have classes and they'll be on a different part of campus and many won't be friends with undergrads. so this means i'll have to hang out with undergrads and a tiny minority will be over 22, which means if i restrict myself to only people my age, i'll struggle making friends, and if i struggle to only dating girls my age, i'll struggle finding a GF. i have no other choice but to talk to 18-21 year olds. but society is all like "but muh social norms" and say its "creepy" to talk to someone a few years younger even though the word "creepy" is subjective and a social construct. it used to be "creepy" for a white person to hang out with a black person in the 1950s. social norms are for cowardly chickenshit conformist faggots. we are so segregated by age while we used to be segregated by race (we're still segregated by race but not too segregated, we're extremely segregated by age). age segregation doesn't exist on this forum. and i don't care how old my friends are if i have any.
i'm scared being older will mean that students won't talk to me and girls won't date me due to the extreme stigma against age differences in friendships and of course relationships/sex. everyone else i meet always hangs out with people exactly their own age. but i want to get my bachelors degree.
i went to community college, there isn't any stigma against older students there even if you're 90, but uni students are cliquey and ridicule any undergrad who is over 23. i just want a bachelor's degree, but i don't wanna attend community college because i never could make friends there when you just go to class and go back home. and everyone there barely spoke to each other. fuck this world! i also am afraid of going to a party even if i ever get invited. when you're 24, i feel even being an undergrad won't be an excuse to go to a college party. should i lie to students and say i'm 20 or 21? and if i make friends and only hang out with my own age, what do i do? every time i meet someone i ask their age to make sure i'm okay with being friends with them? WTF!