Blackpill I'm sorry about last night

[Icarus]

God I feel so awful. Honestly I deserve this. Just feel so shitty and down. Can't bother to breathe.

Pretty sure my life is over. I just can't take this world.

Everyone is killing themselves. This world is so awful.

Can't change my views because this is what I've seen.

My parents don't understand.

 

[ethniccel2025]

maybe try roids or trt?

 

[Icarus]

maybe try roids or trt?

I just don't have the will to try

 

[Icarus]

Didn't even jerk off last night. Guess I got caught up in the moment.

 

[ethniccel2025]

I just don't have the will to try

Try before it’s too late

Maybe eat some sweets and get fresh air

 

[Icarus]

I'm gonna try and sleep some more.

 

[Icarus]

Can't even hold down water

 

[Icarus]

Try before it’s too late

Maybe eat some sweets and get fresh air

Thank you for the kindness brocel, I just need some time away from the alcohol

 

[Midnight Animal]

Thank you for the kindness brocel, I just need some time away from the alcohol

Can you drop it for good since it makes you feel worse and impulsive? Cons outweigh pros from what I have seen.

 

[Icarus]

Can you drop it for good since it makes you feel worse and impulsive? Cons outweigh pros from what I have seen.

I really want to try. It's just lately I've been feeling so down, it temporarily makes me feel better.

And nothing makes me feel better.

 

[Midnight Animal]

I really want to try. It's just lately I've been feeling so down, it temporarily makes me feel better.

And nothing makes me feel better.

I understand.

 

[Icarus]

I just wish I was never born. Can't be bothered to care for much of anything anymore.

My father has some sort of superiority complex. Thinks he's doing something by watching these right wing cucks.

Tells me I just need to try, but I've been trying for so long. Just makes me feel like my efforts are for nothing.

It's such a hassle just to wake up, much less do anything.

 

[Icarus]

God it feels so awful to exist. Everything is backwards in this world, and nobody sees anything wrong with it.

 

[Todd Thundercock]

At least try to live without your parents' influence first.

 

[Icarus]

Jfl I waited at the lights, and they never changed. I seriously think this world is against me

My own family doesn't even care. Just thinks that I have done this to myself for no reason.

Told me that all the homeless people, and people who commit suicide brought this on themselves.

My own father was shouting in my face, so I shouted back.

I just need to leave this "family" behind and go no contact.

Tired of being gaslighted into thinking it's all my fault when I did nothing extremely wrong to deserve this.

 

[Icarus]

At least try to live without your parents' influence first.

True. Maybe I can get on benefits. I just can't function. Feels like I can't control myself, and I feel so mentally ill.

Should I see a psychologist who can assist me in finding some money to escape this?

I need welfare or something.

 

[Icarus]

I just can't function with anything, wouldn't even mind food stamps.

 

[Icarus]

I think I would rather live in a tent, and work some minimum wage job just for food and basic necessities.

 

[Todd Thundercock]

I just can't function with anything, wouldn't even mind food stamps.

EBT is the easiest thing to get. You probably could now assuming you don't make much income.

 

[Icarus]

I need to get away from everyone in this house.

 

[Icarus]

EBT is the easiest thing to get. You probably could now assuming you don't make much income.

I might try in all honesty.

 

[Lonelyus]

God I feel so awful. Honestly I deserve this. Just feel so shitty and down. Can't bother to breathe.

Pretty sure my life is over. I just can't take this world.

Everyone is killing themselves. This world is so awful.

Can't change my views because this is what I've seen.

My parents don't understand.

Bro were here for you

 

[nico]

bro just leave that toxic shithole but with a plan

 

[Wimpycel]

Hi

 

[Diddy]

I would feel like shit as well after realizing I unknowingly masturbated to a troon.

 

[ethniccel2025]

Thank you for the kindness brocel, I just need some time away from the alcohol

That’s why alcohol is haram

I wouldn’t know how to stop

 

[D. B. Gooner]

You're spiraling hard, you post this every other day. You need to go cold turkey on alcohol or you'll rope in a fit of rage soon. You clearly can't drink in moderation. This is just my impression as someone who sees your posts every now and again.

 

[Icarus]

Bro were here for you

Thank you brother, I will get through this some day.

 

[Excluded]

Jfl I waited at the lights, and they never changed. I seriously think this world is against me

My own family doesn't even care. Just thinks that I have done this to myself for no reason.

Told me that all the homeless people, and people who commit suicide brought this on themselves.

My own father was shouting in my face, so I shouted back.

I just need to leave this "family" behind and go no contact.

Tired of being gaslighted into thinking it's all my fault when I did nothing extremely wrong to deserve this.

That's so messed up from your family. Leave that shithole as soon as possible. I don't know what to say that can encourage you, i'm just a dead miserable person, but just give it a try when you can. If you can cook some basic shit to eat by the days, you'll survive, you'll get used to it eventually. If you have some hope left just keep trying finding a woman, hope is only thing left to the end of this misery. Also doing some activity or sport with other guys it can distract you for a few hours

 

[Icarus]

That's so messed up from your family. Leave that shithole as soon as possible. I don't know what to say that can encourage you, i'm just a dead miserable person, but just give it a try when you can. If you can cook some basic shit to eat by the days, you'll survive, you'll get used to it eventually. If you have some hope left just keep trying finding a woman, hope is only thing left to the end of this misery. Also doing some activity or sport with other guys it can distract you for a few hours

Thank you for listening to my drunk ranting. I'm so sorry guys. I'm just a fuck up through and through.

 

[Excluded]

Thank you for listening to my drunk ranting. I'm so sorry guys. I'm just a fuck up through and through.

Not a problem man, it's fine for me