
Retardinator
Not made for this world
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- Joined
- Sep 5, 2022
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Like holy fuck, humans are not supposed to live like this
I'm 20 years old, and turn 21 in a few months. I never had a girlfriend, never had sex, never had a kiss, never held hands, and never hugged a girl except for my mother and aunts as a kid. I never experienced romantic love in my life. Not even platonic love or friendship from a girl. I never had female friends in my life. They never wanted to interact with me. When I was in friend groups where females were present, they were obviously annoyed by my existence. All females don't want to interact with me or give me death stares. I'm a fucking weirdo, and they hate me for it.
I can't remember the last time I touched a female. If I exclude my mother it was probably years ago, when I accidentally touched the hand of a girl when I picked up a pen for her.
Living completely isolated has to be unhealthy. I literally don't get to experience one of the most normal and important milestones in a persons life. Almost everyone experiences this. It's as normal as eating, sleeping, shitting and breathing to them. It's expected for a person to do this, but I never will.
I'm 20 years old, and turn 21 in a few months. I never had a girlfriend, never had sex, never had a kiss, never held hands, and never hugged a girl except for my mother and aunts as a kid. I never experienced romantic love in my life. Not even platonic love or friendship from a girl. I never had female friends in my life. They never wanted to interact with me. When I was in friend groups where females were present, they were obviously annoyed by my existence. All females don't want to interact with me or give me death stares. I'm a fucking weirdo, and they hate me for it.
I can't remember the last time I touched a female. If I exclude my mother it was probably years ago, when I accidentally touched the hand of a girl when I picked up a pen for her.
Living completely isolated has to be unhealthy. I literally don't get to experience one of the most normal and important milestones in a persons life. Almost everyone experiences this. It's as normal as eating, sleeping, shitting and breathing to them. It's expected for a person to do this, but I never will.