jerrycan dan
autistic retard
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- Jul 22, 2018
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I am so fucking tired of everything tbh. Having to get up and do the same shit over and over and over and over again for no reason. I have been put on this Earth so Chad and CEO Shekelstein can make me eat shit and die.
I'm not just mentally and spiritually tired. I'm physically tired. I had a retarded dream an hour ago where some woman was taking a shit in her overalls in front of me (I can't make this up, it entered my brain through /gif/), and my dream inner monologue started questioning whether I actually had a scat fetish to the point of realising I didn't and getting disgusted enough to wake me up from sleep. I woke up a whole two hours before I usually do and feel no difference. Five hours of sleep and seven hours of sleep are the same. Getting up is gruelling, pointless and painful. I can barely even lift myself up out of bed, and when I finally do I regret it instantly. When I'm late for the bus and see people running towards it I can't be bothered to run for it. I am exhausted 24 hours a day, 7 days a week.
This is what it must feel like to be the world's oldest man. I want to stop being tired by going to sleep and never waking up.
I'm not just mentally and spiritually tired. I'm physically tired. I had a retarded dream an hour ago where some woman was taking a shit in her overalls in front of me (I can't make this up, it entered my brain through /gif/), and my dream inner monologue started questioning whether I actually had a scat fetish to the point of realising I didn't and getting disgusted enough to wake me up from sleep. I woke up a whole two hours before I usually do and feel no difference. Five hours of sleep and seven hours of sleep are the same. Getting up is gruelling, pointless and painful. I can barely even lift myself up out of bed, and when I finally do I regret it instantly. When I'm late for the bus and see people running towards it I can't be bothered to run for it. I am exhausted 24 hours a day, 7 days a week.
This is what it must feel like to be the world's oldest man. I want to stop being tired by going to sleep and never waking up.