I'm So Nervous

[Lonely]

First day of school again tommorow

I'm a social anxiety cel

High[UWSL] inhib[/UWSL]

I'm on the toilet rn shitting and pissing and crying

 

[Lonely]

 

[Crumb]

expect the worse, hopefully youll pull trough

 

[tragedy person]

expect the worse, hopefully youll pull trough

this , and good luck

 

[Sexless incel]

It’s because you give a fuck about what others think about you

 

[Lonely]

It’s because you give a fuck about what others think about you

Of course, I'm a high inhib cel

 

[Balding Subhuman]

Stop eating carbs, stop drinking coffee
Keto diet will increase gaba like benzos do so you have easy fix for anxiety problems

 

[Sennacherib]

First day of school again tommorow

average fakecels.is user

 

[Saysitsover]

Spray diarrhea in the bathrooms

 

[Lonely]

Stop eating carbs, stop drinking coffee
Keto diet will increase gaba like benzos do so you have easy fix for anxiety problems

No thanks, don't try to sell me keto

 

[Lonely]

average fakecels.is user

Wtf

 

[Lonely]

I would go to the toilet to smoke a cigarette sometimes meanwhile you are crying like a hoe.

I'm not actually crying

 

[Balding Subhuman]

No thanks, don't try to sell me keto

Your choice, trying it won't cost anything

 

[Hoppipolla]

To be honest I miss school days. Yeah it can be pretty horrible at times but it can also be a place to meet people. Also I think young people tend to be more fun than adults.

So I really don't think it's all bad. Who knows you might even miss it one day. I know I do >.<

 

[Nagisa_Shingetsu]

What grade will you be in?

 

[Praise the Sun]

Just beat up the school bully and you are good.

 

[calimero]

Stop eating carbs, stop drinking coffee
Keto diet will increase gaba like benzos do so you have easy fix for anxiety problems

There is no quick fix for social anxiety

 

[Loner94]

It ain't easy, good luck

 

[Deleted member 36516]

To be honest I miss school days. Yeah it can be pretty horrible at times but it can also be a place to meet people. Also I think young people tend to be more fun than adults.

So I really don't think it's all bad. Who knows you might even miss it one day. I know I do >.<

when i was at school i thought i was bullied but i actually realised it was just jokes. i bumped into a lot of my friends later and they were genuinly happy to see me. they kicked me out the whatsapp group though as i ascended more than them. so losers are hated as well as winners
now im just a loser though.

 

[MogPill]

average fakecels.is user

 

[decembrist_kirillov]

show that you are the alpha male

 

[Hoppipolla]

when i was at school i thought i was bullied but i actually realised it was just jokes. i bumped into a lot of my friends later and they were genuinly happy to see me. they kicked me out the whatsapp group though as i ascended more than them. so losers are hated as well as winners
now im just a loser though.

Hm erm... what do you think changed that led to you doing worse in life now?

For me... I think it was two things... maybe 3.

First... I'm really bad at FINDING social spaces but I do quite well when I'm in them. Second I've had health issues >.<. Third, people are so different now. Adults compared to teens, I mean.

Sorry for the condensed life story. lol. I'd be interested to find out if any of that applies to you too though.

 

[Deleted member 44415]

Me every single night during middle school, left me with trauma for life

 

[Deleted member 36516]

Hm erm... what do you think changed that led to you doing worse in life now?

For me... I think it was two things... maybe 3.

First... I'm really bad at FINDING social spaces but I do quite well when I'm in them. Second I've had health issues >.<. Third, people are so different now. Adults compared to teens, I mean.

Sorry for the condensed life story. lol. I'd be interested to find out if any of that applies to you too though.

first- i had potential i was in a good set- one of the top ones well respected good at footy. but now im just an average joe while my friends have become economists, doctors basically successful people. i was in a good uni before i dropped out.
secondly, i had late puberty so i didnt have an undebite till i was 17
thirdly, as i became uglier my anxiety got worse so i treated everyone like a hostile threat so i gradually became an overthinking sensitive guy. naturally people drifted away.

 

[Hoppipolla]

first- i had potential i was in a good set- one of the top ones well respected good at footy. but now im just an average joe while my friends have become economists, doctors basically successful people. i was in a good uni before i dropped out.
secondly, i had late puberty so i didnt have an undebite till i was 17
thirdly, as i became uglier my anxiety got worse so i treated everyone like a hostile threat so i gradually became an overthinking sensitive guy. naturally people drifted away.

I have anxiety too yeah. It makes things feel like more of a struggle for sure. I'm also sensitive and I guess I overthink although... probably not enough for it to harm me too much other than having OCD which I really have to deal with (and am working on!).

Hm... so your problems are mainly due to dropping out of uni and developing an underbite?

Maybe the underbite can be fixed somehow? Or is it really difficult to do?

I dropped out of a fairly good uni too actually, due to stress. Stressy parents and social troubles put together. Plus being away from people and places that I knew.

It seems like we have similar stories although I never developed any appearance issues at adulthood. Instead I developed health issues >.<. Probably due to scoliosis (a curve in the spine), as far as I can tell.