Venting I'm so incredibly lonely

[totalpuke]

No one speaks to me in lecture, no one reaches out to me on social media, no one wants to talk to me in general. I get so excited every time my phone buzzes just to blankly stare at my entire notification log and realize how stupid it is for me to even have my notifications on in general. I wish I was attractive, if I was attractive, I wouldn't have to be so alone everyday, I wouldn't even have to put effort into approaching people and befriending them because attractive people are automatically worshipped by normies.

Why do I fucking have to build a useless personality and humiliate myself just to be noticed and liked by those around me? If I simply was born beautiful, I would never put in effort when presenting myself.

I dream to experience life as somebody beautiful, I dream of being able to experience pretty privilege, I dream of experiencing the halo effect.

I scroll on social media and find a video funny, I go to click the share button and remember I don't have anyone to send it to, so I pathetically save the link and put it on my notes app. I converse with myself on my notes app, I make observations on videos, photos and people all to myself. Its pathetic, but its even worse to sit with my replaying thoughts for hours, its better to atleast write them down or speak about them even if its to yourself.

If I was attractive, I could be my true shitty self and be loved for it instead of shamed.

 

[AutismKing]

Brutal noreplypill

 

[Spiteful Mutant]

It is over, buddy boyo. We live on a prison planet.

 

[generalcoffeejr]

Well, at least your not “alone” in a sense

 

[VλREN]

Am lonely and isolated

 

[sirlancelot]

Brutal post

 

[elltom]

Cruel

 

[NickelodeonCel]

Just become numb inside bro

 

[iloveporn]

we will all die alone. and we will never truly understand one another.

 

[Gfx.ia]

Ropefuel

 

[Rapistcel]

No one speaks to me in lecture, no one reaches out to me on social media, no one wants to talk to me in general. I get so excited every time my phone buzzes just to blankly stare at my entire notification log and realize how stupid it is for me to even have my notifications on in general. I wish I was attractive, if I was attractive, I wouldn't have to be so alone everyday, I wouldn't even have to put effort into approaching people and befriending them because attractive people are automatically worshipped by normies.

Why do I fucking have to build a useless personality and humiliate myself just to be noticed and liked by those around me? If I simply was born beautiful, I would never put in effort when presenting myself.

I dream to experience life as somebody beautiful, I dream of being able to experience pretty privilege, I dream of experiencing the halo effect.

I scroll on social media and find a video funny, I go to click the share button and remember I don't have anyone to send it to, so I pathetically save the link and put it on my notes app. I converse with myself on my notes app, I make observations on videos, photos and people all to myself. Its pathetic, but its even worse to sit with my replaying thoughts for hours, its better to atleast write them down or speak about them even if its to yourself.

If I was attractive, I could be my true shitty self and be loved for it instead of shamed.

At least you can read my posts here

 

[totalpuke]

At least you can read my posts here

Its the most human interaction I can get

 

[totalpuke]

Well, at least your not “alone” in a sense

I know that there is other humans around me and Im not technically alone, but being treated like I'm invisible is very lonely.

 

[fokusin]

Same

 

[poorenglishcel]

Sorry mate. I am in the same boat as well as so many others here.

 

[Purg]

this is my exact life, no friends no girl my family never talks to me, im just working and rotting to death, if only i was born chad